CcompliicatedD_MieE___________. [x]

new camera!

2008-03-24T11:41:00.000-07:00

i've finally bought my new camera after struggling between Canon IXUS 80IS and Panasonic FS 5. actually i really wanted to get the Canon one. its the LATEST model. but the shop that i went to only sells silver colour. i wanted pink or caramel camel colour. but that person told me must wait till MID APRIL! wth! and the free babes they giving me is only a 2GB memory card. so i've decided to get Panasonic instead! nice colour and functions and great deal of freebies. HAHA. i bought ROUGE colour. its quite special.

after shopping for cameras, i got a urge to get a PSP or DS! then i think again, might be a waste of money! and i surely will neglect my studies!!! hais. still considering! or maybe i should save up to get a SONY vaio laptop! or should i get ALL? then maybe i'm crazy! HAHA.

BIRTHDAY 2008

2008-03-13T12:45:00.000-07:00

my 18th birthday!

on the 1st of march, kaien, aaron, kelis, han yong, ivy, jiayi, kelvin, bob and his friend celebrated my birthday with me. met up with kaien, aaron, kelis and han yong at 1.30pm. but i was late, they were late too. somemore kelvin sms-ed me and suan-ed me for being late for my own celebration. =P we had pizza for lunch. walked around. ivy joined us later. wanted to catch a movie. but we were indecisive again! in the end, we went to esplanade roof terrace to chill. i remembered last year on my birthday we went there as well.

thats the sky on my birthday! so clear and blue.

we were told by ivy to look else where. FUNNY lor!

thats her looking else where.

here's the birthday girl! FINALLY GOT ZI PAI lor!

the ones who spend time and money on me! taken by birthday girl! =) HEHE~

i'm so blessed!

kelvin and bob kept on calling to ask where are we going next. then everyone kept on asking me to think of a place to have dinner. we walked over to suntec. then ended up in fish & co.

had this for dinner! its dory fish with rice. i LOVE fish & co.'s rice! the dory was HUGE!

after our dinner, they prepared my "cake" which is 18 donuts from donut factory! i LOVE DONUT FACTORY! thank you EVERYONE! by the way, nv celebrate birthdays at fish & co. their staffs there asked me to stand on the chair while they sang the birthday song. i refused lah. so pai seh can. in the end their staff sang me the song and everyone including those that just came out from the fountain of wealth watched me. =X shy leh! but it was memorable! HEHE!

after everything, my whole face turned RED! easily shy-ed. haha. then all of us ate donuts! SPICY CHEESE!

thats kelvin, bob and their friend. i really want to thank them for giving me this DA JIE "face". i really dint expect them to come. but they are super enthu lah. kept on calling and sms me to ask where are we going.

i love them! THANKS! and thanks han yong for giving us a ride home!

here's my birthday card made up of birthday CARDS! its gigantic yeh.

*close up view[front] [back]

placed on the floor, but i cant show how big it is. =X kaien is super pro, she made it all by herself. many sleepless nights. while i'm studying for exams, she was making this. HAHA! FUNNY!

yay! thats the end for my birthday celebration. i had post birthday celebration with amanda, yiwen, hsi hong and jessica. will update in the next entry.

BIRTHDAY 08

2008-03-13T12:08:00.000-07:00

my 18th birthday!!

on the 27th feb, after our last paper, we went to marina square. including me, yih rin, rebecca, stefanie, shu wan and edwin. we had hong kong cafe for lunch.

here's what i had for lunch;

its fish and egg and rice. nice but very filling. couldnt finish everything!

after lunch, we were super tempted to go kbox but rebecca couldnt sing due to her lost of voice. so sad right, so we decided to bowl. but it was expensive lah. wanted to catch moive but all of us couldnt decide on what to watch. in the end, we played pool. but only stef and edwin played. while rebecca and shu wan went to meet rebecca's mom. but i knew they purposely left to buy me my present. so me and yih rin sat there watch stef and edwin play for one hour.

when they're back, they presented me the presents. they bought me a wallet from wallet shop and a necklace from chomel. yih rin put on the necklace for me and hope that i find a rich man to marry soon. so sweet lah. haha.

after that, we walked around marina, we went over to suntec. we went to the koi garden. there were so many fat fat kois there. and they were very beautiful. took pictures there but yih rin havent send me yet. went to the fountain of wealth as well. then all of us were hungry so we went secret recipe for cheese cake and coffee. chatted a lot. after that shu wan and edwin went home while me, rebecca, stefanie and yih rin went bugis to shop shop. had mos burger and we met pei yi, ke xin and jasmine who wished me happy birthday as well. i love them all. THANKS FOR SPENDING MONEY ON ME! and spending time as well.

actually i dint expect them to buy presents for me because we were all busy with exams. but in the end they still remember. it was really thoughtful of them! MUACKS! <3

random

2008-03-13T11:38:00.000-07:00

here's a random post before i blog about my birthday in the next entry. was browsing through some websites and i saw the maple syrup spree. rebecca just told me she bought 6 items from maple syrup. i'm so tempted. and i really want to buy these two items.

http://tw.f5.page.bid.yahoo.com/tw/auction/e24145354?u=d911025
its a bracelet.

and this;
http://tw.page.bid.yahoo.com/tw/auction/1176277651?u=d911025
its a one sided ear stud that Rainie wore in devil beside you.

its a BIG HINT for those who havent bought me presents for my birthday.

received my sem 2 results. i did like SOOOO MUCH better than the previous sem. i'm so proud of myself. although the cumulative gpa is not my targeted, but i'm still proud of myself. my senior told me its super hard to improve so greatly. i'll work harder next sem. =)

jusr realised i 2 weeks never see JENNY* already. miss him super much! anyway, he promised to give a birthday card. WAHAHAHA! and today aaron went NS already. during work, when cl told me what aaron smsed him, i cried leh. SURPRISINGLY. well, anyway, he promised to call when he book out. thats the first thing he's gonna do.

songs!

2008-03-02T10:11:00.000-08:00

i'm gonna recommend 楊宗緯's 洋蔥!

its super nice. 80% why i like this song is because its written by MAYDAY's 阿信! speaking of MAYDAY, i've bought their concert tickets. i'm going with kaien! yay! we bought the second cheapest. cost us $111 per ticket. 因为是五月天.

here's the lyrics;
洋蔥
作曲：阿信（五月天）填詞：阿信（五月天）

如果你眼神能夠為我片刻的降臨
如果你能聽到心碎的聲音
沈默的守護著你沈默的等奇蹟
沈默的讓自己像是空氣

大家都吃著聊著笑著今晚多開心
最角落裡的我笑得多合群
盤底的洋蔥像我永遠是調味品
偷偷的看著你偷偷的隱藏著自己

如果你願意一層一層一層的剝開我的心
你會發現你會訝異
你是我最壓抑最深處的秘密

如果你願意一層一層一層的剝開我的心
你會鼻酸你會流淚
只要你能聽到我看到我的全心全意

聽妳說妳和妳的他們曖昧的空氣
我和我的絕望裝得很風趣
我就樣一顆洋蔥永遠是配角戲
多希望能與妳有一秒專屬的劇情

阿信's really talented! i like the parts in bold. LOVE HIM!

next song is 李玖哲's 想太多. this album was released in october last year. its because of him i love this song!

你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理

由他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说都是错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多
是我想太多你总这样说

但你却没有真的心疼
我是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

the last song i'm recommending it is 曹格's 单数

here's the lyrics;
我很清楚　愛是雙數　我不哭　哭也沒幫助
配合演出　心裡有數　下一幕　你就要退出

當你淡出　心被空出　都不算數
愛的單數剩除不盡的孤獨

被出賣的愛　單行的未來
你說過感動不是愛　我為誰悲哀

被出賣的愛　單程回不來
沒能耐再把心剖開　活著但我不存在

我太糊塗　愛是變數　再復出也是留不住
配合演出　心裡有數　你說不再沒有假如

當你淡出　心被空出　都不算數
愛的單數剩除不盡的孤獨

被出賣的愛　單行的未來
你說過感動不是愛　我為誰悲哀

被出賣的愛　單程回不來
沒能耐再把心剖開　活著但我不存

在被出賣的愛　單行的未來
你說不是愛　我為誰悲哀

被出賣的愛　單程回不來
沒能耐再把心剖開　活著但我不存
在我明白落單了的愛　不存在

love all the three songs. if you want i can send you guys. i'm gonna stop blogging. next post will be on my birthday!

i want to thank all for wishing me happy birthday. and spending your time celebrating with me. and MONEY! and KAIEN for making that SUPER HUGE CARD! because of the card she dint sleep for many nights. here's the name list of ppl i wanna thank.

my CLASSMATES; EDWIN, REBECCA, YIH RIN, SHU WAN, STEFANIE, LI YUN[although she dint sms me but she spend money for my present. still waiting for her to wish me. =P], JONATHAN, PEI YI, KE XIN, JASMINE.

my SAKAE COLLEAGUES; AIAI, JOEY, CHIEW LIN, SHARON, SAMUAL, YAN PING, AARON, KELIS, HAN YONG, STANLEY, BOB, KELVIN, BOON SIONG, LI YING, KAREN, YING YING, POH CHOO, TENNARD, SUJATHA, HELEN(老婆), MEI LAN, LEE YING, HWEE SI, HAO PING. and ANDY the rider.

my LIFE LONG FRIENDS; KAIEN, AMANDA, HSI HONG, JESSICA, WALLACE, EDLYN, JIAYI, IVY, WARDAH, JACQUELINE.

i love all of them.

PS; STANLEY the PS kia owes me a birthday card!

it was really a memorable 18th birthday! looking forward to my celebration with AMANDA, HSI HONG and YIWEN AND JESSICA!

after exams

2008-03-02T09:25:00.000-08:00

EXAMS are over!! i'm enjoying my HOLIDAYS NOW! before i noticed, its the end of my first year in poly. see how time flies! before i blog about my birthday, i will blog about those things that happened before, during, after my exam period! which i super lots of things.

on 3rd feb 2008, i went for 5566's autograph session with my SISTER. can you imagine? MY SISTER?! haha. actually i forced her to, because i got extra album. HAHA. it was fun though. i arrived at J8 half and hour before the autograph session. here's some pictures taken by my friend. shall credit her. YVONNE!

this's RENFU. still as cute as ever. =)

SO SHUAI can! XIE ZHI~!

WANG SHAO YE! cute neh!

XU MENG ZHE! blah! nice smile!

after this event was CYN, and i've blogged about it. so i'll shall skip to examination period.

during that period i was super stress. because my colleagues were giving me abit of stress. they kept on complaining to me about work. i was very worried and was having mixed feelings. i managed to push everything away and study hard. but whenever i heard the mention of his name, it reminds me of everything aagain.

then on the day before my first paper, 21st feb, i heard the song he sang the other day. i tried very hard to forget. i managed to. the next day i think i did pretty well for that paper. and on sunday night, i heard that song AGAIN, i did pretty well the next day. on monday night, i dint hear that song, the next day paper was a goner. =( and on tuesday afternoon, i heard it AGAAIN! and i think i'll do well for wed's paper. that was really my saviour! thanks. i'm so going to love that song because of you! haha. and that song was 想太多. maybe because you're the cause of the problem, when i heard it, i was forced not to think too much! maybe i imagined it was you who told me not to think too much. LOLS. coincidentally, i heard that song again after my exams on thursday when i was looking around for cameras. HAHA.

i hope to see you on the 29th feb, and i managed to see you!

before cny, i ordered some TOOTSIE rolls online. only recevied it the 26th. but before cny i bought TOOTSIE roll GIANT because i was really eager to try. its really huge compared to the original tootsie rolls.

see the difference?? the giant tootsie cost me about $5. while the ones i ordered online costed me $6.80 for 40 pieces. and its very tiny. i bought some squirrels nut caramel for $0.35 per piece. total was $10.80! so broke. HAHA! but tootie rolls are super nice!

recently i bought donuts from munchy donuts. they tasted like crap! horrible. waste my money. 6 donuts for $7. and their portion is so much smaller. i still like dont factory! yay!

the next entry will be the songs i recommend!

tired~

2008-02-09T10:16:00.001-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! 新年快樂！

i've enjoyed my new year very much! had steamboat with my family on the eve of chinese new year! and on the first day, all my relatives came to my house to visit. super tiring. because i slept at 4am on the eve and woke up at 10am on the first day! and my relatives left my house at 11.30pm! thats crazy lah. my eye bags were super urber big and black the next day. and i went to work on the second day! happy lah. because double pay mah!!! and plus got 50 cents more per hour!!! somemore super slack. if all of them came to work, it will be more slack! i work today as well. it will be my last day to work with STANLEY, KELVIN, BOB, WEI JIE! so sad! not forgetting BOON SIONG! i'm sure to miss them. hope when i go back on the 28th feb, they will be there still. =(

everyone is resigning including KAIEN! SAD! how am i going to survive? HAIS. i got nothing to say! people resigning include, liying, karen, aaron, kelis, han yong. almost everyone!!! after so much had happened, its going back to be like last year! blacks more than greens. HORRIBLE! when we just beginning to become closer, all of you guys are resigning already. i'm sure you guys will not contact me. =( DAMN SAD LAH!!!!! what can i do?!

i just realised i have been noticing JENNY*! Firstly, i think JENNY looks like kevin{謝鄭霆}， JJ Lin {林俊傑}, Joe Chang {鄭元暢} and a tiny weeny bit look like Chen Yi {陳亦}. JENNY looks more like Joe. when i'm watching KISS 2, Joe's face reminds me of JENNY! i think JENNY is good looking. JENNY is SUPER HOT when wearing that pair of SKINNIE JEANS! omg. DROOLING~~ haha. i'm crazy!

MAYDAY will be holding ANOTHER concert in APRIL. it will be SUPER EXCITING compared to last year!!! i want to go!!!!!! i'm waiting for KAIEN to come back before getting the tickets!!! WAITING for EDLYN also.

JENNY* name to be disclosed!

birthday

2008-01-26T10:15:00.000-08:00

HELLO! I've got so much things to say. OMG OMG!

"我們永遠都不會是好朋友，我們只會是朋友"
"我們不能夠永遠永遠"
TO Jenny; is your choice. i dont have the power [資格] to make you change your choice. if you think thats what you want, then stick to it. its your future. but make sure you wont regret. and may our friendship last. BFF!

i'm so busy with psychology project/ presentations and psychology exam!!! but the exam will only last for one hour. so i think [i hope] it will be easy! i thought my project team mates was the best among my classmate's teams, but im wrong. things start to occur when the due date is nearer. wth! im sick of it. hope it will end soon.

cny is coming. i haven bought enough clothes yet! because im so dead busy. only bought one top yet. think im going to buy a bottom and of course many many tops. i need a new bag as well!!!! i bought 10 masks online. but haven arrive yet. when will it come??!!!

exams are coming. and it will end like 3 days before my BIRTHDAY! so happy lah. YIH RIN says she want to go celebrate with me on the last day of exam! so high can!!! HAHA! i want a MEMORABLE 18th birthday. its 18th birthday ok!!!! below are some of my wishes
you all can buy me stuffs but i really want to do all those things below with anyone who knows me.

i want everyone who knows me to sing my favourite songs. one song per friend. [COMPULSORY!]
i want to get a camera! [i know none of you will buy me. but i think my sis is getting me one.]
i want a self-made/ home-made cake! [must be edible!]
i want big big birthday card with all your wishes!
i want the whole outlet [including them] to celebrate with me or wish me happy birthday also can! everyone must sing one song!
i want go steamboat with them again!
i want to go kbox/party world!!! and must sing one song for me.
i want to eat sushimi buffet/ seoul garden/ any buffet!!!
i want alcoholic drinks!
i want to enjoy the beautiful night at esplanade/ beach/ park!
i want to watch M18 movie!

i think thats all i want from you guys. just spend your time with me ok! if you have more creative ideas just proceed with it. i like surprises ok! make it memorable and take LOTs of PICTURES!

expectations from myself;

i want to do super well in this semester in order to pull up my GPA!
i want to be free from stress and pressure
i want to stop thinking too much and care too much
i want to let go some of the things which i think is IMPOSSIBLE!
i want to make myself show my emotions and not to hide them. because im always the one kenna bully everytime.
i want ppl to change their view of me being somebody who is always happy. [i have feelings as well. =D]

its a super long post. im afraid i dont have time again to post. hope i will!

good luck those for your JAE results!

i hope you all wont be leaving soon. i definitely will miss you guys!

TP open house 08

2008-01-10T09:12:00.000-08:00

today was TP open house! it was super urber FUN!!!! so sad, i wont be able to make it on the second day! the grand finale today - TP mass dance rocks to the core! we showed the visitors how united TP students are even though we are from different schools. I LOVE ALL OF THEM!!!!

Aaron, kaien and kelis came for the Open House, but they missed the mass dance part! haha.

i swear im not going to dance with ryan anymore!! because we both dont know the steps well! haha. looking forward to saturday, im on full day duty. and there will be an appreciation dinner after the open house! to end everything, there will also be JAM and HOP! but i dont think i'll be going. its too late! haha.

CHEERS! finally, im going shopping tml!!!!!! getting ready for new year!!!!!

I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!

happy new year! 2008

2008-01-09T07:43:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! {i know its abit late already, but who cares?}
hope 2008 is better than 2007!

i went esplanade for count down. the fireworks was WOOLALA! so shiok! its reminds me of the past. i hope the past will vanish in seconds just like the fireworks. after watching the fireworks, we went to hong kong cafe at MARINA SQUARE for dinner. there were 10 of us. thanks for spending their first few hours of the new year with me! i love you guys. they are kaien, chiew lin, han yong, hao ping, wei jie, bob, kelvin, stanley and aaron! THANK YOU!

i remembered last year i wished to get good O level results, and it came true. this year will be something different bah?

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS for 2008;

1) i want to get good results for all semesters!
2) i want to have a memorable 18th birthday!
3) i want to earn more money to bu whatever i want!
4) i want to be happy and healthy
5) i want to make more friends
6) i want to stay with them for as long as it can be
7) i want to be loved
8) i want to spend more time with family
9) i want to go travelling
10) i want to forgive and forget

hope all will come true!

i have chosen not to care, because the more i care, the more it hurts.

im urber sad

2007-12-25T10:46:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone! hope everyone has enjoyed your xmas.
i realised i love you guys more than i love myself. ^^ HEHE!

enjoyed xmas eve last night. all of us went to eat steamboat after work. i wasted money though. dint eat much. all of us include, kaien, aiai, chiew lin, pho choo, kelis, aaron, han yong, su, nicolas, stanley, weijie, ah tiong, ah tiong's gf, yan ping, joey, kelvin and bob!

thank you MR ALVIN TAN! for the MOF icecream treat. i will fork out money to buy next time. =)

although everything is different now, i promise i'll love you guys more. EDLYN, JIAYI and IVY and they rest whom spent last year's xmas with me. i really miss you guys. but i cant go back. how i wish i could. can i spend my xmas with you guys next year? can we stay like this forever?
this year is my second xmas with SAKAE! i really miss all the fun we had last year. i really really do.

something happened today. im really disappointed with someone now. i will not talk to him forever and ever {ok lah, it sounds childish!}. i finally saw his true colours, he never treated me as a FRIEND. he sees me as an extra. i really got nothing to say already.

to someone{not relating to the one above}; thanks for listening to me. im so glad to have you around as a FRIEND. since you already say we are forever FRIENDS! i'll treasure our friendship. =)

我还是站在了多余的一旁
我将我自己反锁在房间彻夜未眠
当手中的风筝已经都断了线越飘越远
我不再回头去捡那段从前

i care more for friends surrounding me than for myself. i always care about how they feel. but do they ever bother about how i feel? thats why, im always the one getting hurt. ALWAYS THE ONE! i want to change!!!!

its always among the three of us. ALWAYS!

2007-12-19T11:02:00.000-08:00

yes! i blogging shortly again. im going to blog a lot these few days. HAHA.

im so emo lah. dont know why. everytime listen to emo songs.

currently listening to;
蔡依林；一個人
蔡依林；怕什麼
林宥嘉；背影
林宥嘉；那首歌
纙志祥；我不會唱歌
纙志祥；這一秒我哭了
許仁杰；不安靜的夜
FIR; 需要你的愛
FIR；愛過
SHE; 最近還好嗎
梁靜如；崇拜
曹格；世界唯一的你
周杰伦；彩虹
周杰伦；蒲公英的約定
周杰伦；最長的電影
周杰伦；我不配
　
i haven start on my xmas cards yet! havent even cut the paper yet! NO TIME!! i still need to shop for presents. sighs. so many things need to do. AHHHHH!

HELP!

我不配．．．．．

2007-12-19T10:22:00.000-08:00

im blogging again! just changed my blog skin. sorry for the pink-ness. but i like!

haha. recently a lot of happenings in my work place. but im not going to mention. just finished term test not long ago. and im not enjoying my term break. BECAUSE I HAVE 3 PROJECTS to complete. like wth right? but lucky, we're successful.

project progression;

FC; we still have type out designated part. compile. edit. -> done!

BNF; type out absorption, comment of the nutrition intake. compile, edit. -> donw!

Psychology; edit script, edit video, do ppt -> done!

Homework progression;

FC lab report; results and discussion. {havent start yet!}

CSAS; need to finalise my answer for the 2 questions.

ok, i've so much work to do. how to enjoy my term break?!!!

we've not sms/msn each other for 4 days now, can we dont talk for one week? im waiting for her/him to approach me first. =P

i've fallen for xgb. because their singing rocks!!! i so regretted that i never go their autograph session. and i dint go for 56's as well. =/

went ktv today with aaron, kelis, jiayi and kaien! few months never see jiayi already! haha. happy lor. we went to this ktv oppsite bugis. $18.80 for 3 hours, includes one drink and one side dish. its good to go there if you're not into new songs. i was shocked that they havent upload xgb's new songs. not even yin wei wo xiang xing! sad. but overall quite fun lah. we had hongkong cafe afterwards. thanks aaron for treating us dimsum!

i took this photo recently. so paiseh. everyone looking at me while im taking! nice eh!

bored

2007-11-29T07:09:00.000-08:00

im such a lazy oink! 3 weeks nv update?!!

all my readers are gone. so im writing to myself. =)
but who cares?

biggest concern; term test coming. first paper is next sat. life science! im so dead. DNA and RNA crap! i dont care lah. im going to sit together with ah kun next time!! =))))

next, im getting emo nowadays. yup! because of something, if not i wont be blogging right? i suddenly thought of what happened 8 MONTHS ago. see how time flies.

有一天，我在听着五月天的忘词，就想起八个月前所发生的是。
这些都是当时我每天听的。这些歌都诉说着我的故事，这应该只有我一个人明白，了解。

好朋友
不作你朋友
忘词
天天夜夜
爱呢
爱我还是她
天使
我怀念的
我无所谓
爱无力

the list goes on....

我当时真的很笨也很傻，过了八个月后，这个感觉又回来了。
好烦！真讨厌！
现在我只能说再给我两分钟，让我把记忆结成冰

谢谢你，还记得我这个好朋友。我很感谢你。我学会了很多。

我们是永远的好朋友。

WAHAHAHA

2007-11-07T05:48:00.000-08:00

i'm back blogging. YES, I'M a LAZY OINK~!

let me talk about 22 oct. it was D&D night. its FUN. omg. i love BUGIS OUTLET. HAHAHAs. i think we were the super HIGH ones. i laughed my ass out that night. because of aaron, sean, samual. the crazy things they did. WAHAHAs. i forgot what exactly happened. i only remembered i DRANK a lot. SUPERWOMAN! hahas

some pictures;

BUGIS family. service and kitchen!!

{though not all present.}

part of the service staff!

thats AARON and ME! i dint know i was so short. =)

Mr Handsome eh!

there's Uncle Wei Kit. MISS AIAI. AUNTIE Ning. Ying2. Kai'en. Mei Lan.
sitting; Han Yong. AARON. UNCLE Kelis.

LASTLY

Thats Us. the super long survival team.

Kai'en. Auntie Ning. Yingz

school life is STRESS! im dead. =(

2007-10-14T13:16:00.000-07:00

Thats us @ Bugis Mac. i've got huge eye bags. 0_0

Strawberry Cheese Cake @ Secret Recipe.

AWSOME!

i'll go dig out old photos when i have time. its 4.28am ALREADY! *yawns.

i MET HIM again

2007-10-14T13:05:00.000-07:00

I'm a happy girl. although i still feel uneasy and worried. =(

supposed to meet aaron, kelis, edlyn, kaien and jiayi tml. but all of them are not free. its ok. i can go shop for D&D's clothes. LOL.

you know why i'm happy? because i SAW him AGAIN at parkway while walking around with kaien. HAHA. lucky me! i've saw him many many times through out this holiday. HAPPY leh. HAHAs. his appearance definitely cheered me up yesterday. when school reopens, i'll get to see him everyday. nah, i dont like him. =x its true. just that when i see him i become happier. =) by the way, he's always with CS. he's good friend? ...

last week to prepare for school. timetable still not out yet. yes, my old old saying. TIME FLIES.

i'm excited to know which CDS i'll be taking.

yes, i learnt my lesson. i hope it does come back.

im watching why why love now. changing blogskin soon. if i can dig out time.

2007-10-07T10:53:00.000-07:00

last post on the 18 sept. =( im so lazy to blog nowadays.

yup. im super vex. about 2 weeks already. it seems like it will never come back to me. i finally know the truth. a pack of lies. what you have taught me. YES, i can do it the same way back to you. im more matured now.

what are promises?? YES, they are meant to be broken. last chance to you.

I'M LOST!

im not getting enough sleep. and im working day and night until i dont have the time to shop. the worst thing is i've registered for APEX-PAL's D&D night. which is on the 22th. i havent got any proper outfit for the event. im still hunting for it. and school's reopening SOON. in 2 weeks time. i havent got any new clothes and bag. =( poor me. but the great thing is, I've got my pay.

i've bought i pair of skinnies. =)

picture time!

i bake these long long time ago.

CHOCOLATE FONDANT!

when you cut open, the chocolate oozes out. YUMMY.

this sunday is the day.

YES or NO.

BREAK it or KEEP it.

you taught me how. =)

just tired

2007-09-18T11:50:00.000-07:00

i devoured the novel, "HARRY POTTER and THE DEATHLY HALLOWS" within 2 days. thats not spectacular. i know. but somehow, i think i'm a bookworm. =x its a fantastic book. i'm a fan of HARRY POTTER. =) biased i am. the biggest problem is, i dont understand one part of the ending. {although just a few minutes ago, i finally understood. winks*} its quite confusing though. those who want to read it, its advisable to re-read "HARRY POTTER and the HALF BLOOD PRINCE" first. yup, i almost cried for some parts, being so touching. its sad to learn the truth that someone you loved is gone forever. GREAT BOOK!

recently, i'm busy working. i'm glad that i am able to work. to earn some extra money for shopping. but somehow, everything i thought that was supposed to remain intact has changed. i will learn to 适应.

i miss EDLYN badly. and JIAYI as well. i miss those gatherings. and not to forget KBOX sessions. i also miss HSI HONG too. i miss my poly friends as well.

besides the absence of my lovely friends, my life is as boring as usual. SHOPPING. i wish i could go back to the past. i really miss the fun times in secondary school. i miss going to mediacorp. { you know what i mean. =P}

i love the feeling of taking bus alone. and for long journeys especially. pluck on earphones, and start to fall into the world of nothing-ness but thoughts.. reflecting the past. eliminating the wrongs. treasuring the rights.

i'll try and blog again soon.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to;
16th sept - JIAYI!
18th sept - WALLACE!

2007-09-07T12:06:00.000-07:00

hoho. cant believe i finished changing my blog skin in fifteen minutes time. hahas.
its 3.07am already. i need to sleep. because i spend too much time reading SOMEONE's BLOG. haha. need to wake up early for work later. i'll come back and blog tml.

very emo these few days. i wrote down a lot of my feelings on the bus. HAHAHA. because thats when i really spend time thinking and reflecting alot.

and everything really turns out to be a BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE afterall.

=)

im back

2007-09-03T11:32:00.000-07:00

im really back this time.

BECAUSE

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

finally its over. a very hectic week. busy studying and acting like a guai kia. =)

i promised i'll blog abt zhang dong liang, but im kind of lazy now. because have been spending 3 hours to look for a PERFECT blogskin. difficult to find ehh.

and im so dead tired now. have been going out and arriving home late ever since the last paper. thursday till tuesday. have to spend my free time before starting work. and of course before the release of results. which is on the 13th sept. nervous ehhh. prays hard and keeping my fingers crossed.

here's some picture of our WANG ZI; {photo credits to LIYUN!}

funny WANG ZI looking for his PRINCESS!

emo-ing.

he sang four songs. namely wang zi, mo lu, perhaps and cuo le zai cuo.

although not very high, but got to see him its worth the effort. =)

crazy for ZEN STONES. green is rebecca's. PINK is mine. CHIO.

taken at the arcade. its so cool. changes its colours. COLOURS!! pretty.

i'll blog about outings when im free. 2 months break. take my time. i have plenty!

formal presentation.

2007-08-18T10:59:00.000-07:00

omg. its 19 august le. and im still blogging my formal presentation one week ago.

its ok, since i only online once a week. HAHAHA.

my formal presentation was a SUPER success. got back my results yesterday. haha. HAPPY leh. also got back my impromtu test results. HAHAs. SUPER satisfied. WAHAHAHA! im so super lucky. although i dint do the last page of my power point slide test. i still managed to pass! and i dig out a half mark. LUCKY me. =) one subject is down. 5 more to go. WORKING HARD (i hope i can. :p )

here's so photos;

thats my comm skill teacher behind. thats ME in formal and LIYUN!

ME and Yih Rin.

ME and Jacque in the TOILET!

i'll blog abt Zhang Dong Liang after exams!!

OMG

2007-08-08T11:15:00.000-07:00

this was a draft saved by me on the 8th aug. im posting it today. so sorry!!!

are my eyes making fool of me?? because im sleepy? AVERIL actually tagged my board. WAHAHAHA! thanks girl.

i went queue for zhang dong liang's mini concert today! and i managed to get the tickets!! omg.

how excited i was. i reached school at 10.30am. {the collection starts at 12pm} nobody was queueing outside the library. so we went to the library to look for pass year papers. at around 11.15am, it was super crowded outside the library already. so we decided to join the queue although we dint know where was the origin. there was 2 queues. there were 4 of us. we split and queued both sides. everyone pass us their matric cards. but in the end, one card per person. LUCKY sia. cos i knew many ppl in front carried a lot of cards. =/ until around 12.30 then they gave out the tickets. because the queue was super messy. and no body was paying attention to what they were saying.

managed to get the tickets!!

Look what we did; super happy lah.

boohoo

2007-08-05T03:10:00.000-07:00

have been failing most of the pop quiz and quizzes. im so dead! i did study. but i just dont know why i still couldnt handle the questions properly. sighs. i need tuition. someone pls help me ok.

recently, super duper pissed with SOMEONE! just found out that she have been looking down on me. {opps, i just revealed that its a SHE.} its already 4 yrs, and i just found out when she was telling me something. maybe she dint mean it. but it hurt me great. =( hur hur. and and and, i trusted her wrongly. serve you right for what you have gotten today. everything comes from within. some of the things that i have, does not come from the school or the teachers. its what i have learnt from my mistakes.

your personality is, you always judge a book by its cover. so many examples have proof to me your true self. but im still holding on to this friendship. why? its the years we have come by. maybe im dumb. yes i am. good luck to you. if you have realised, i have been avoiding you.

some of the things you always dont share with me. so, does it means that, that person who ONLY tells you likes you? NO. its NOT TRUE.

zhang dong liang's coming to my school for a mini concert! HAHAHAHA! i want to GO!

i really hate you!

2007-08-04T02:35:00.000-07:00

我真的真的非常讨厌

你！！！！

i'll blog tml when i have the time.

random

2007-07-21T11:49:00.000-07:00

laugh out loud. i just realise im shy. whatever. people like Shu Wan always say i will do very well for CSAS. becuase my english is good, can speak loud and dare to speak. and also, i talk alot. i think its not true. i just think im shy and i dont dare to SPEAK FORMALLY in front of the class.

for my upcoming research presentation, i dont know how am i going to deliever the speech to my class. my research is on TRANS FAT. after doing the research, and reading all about trans fat, i realised i have alot to say. everything is so scientific. im afriad i wont be able to do it well. and i have no time to actually work on the powerpoint. and i have to write the speech and memeorise it. oh god. AND, i dont have the time to shop for formal wear. worst is, i still have quizzes in between. which means, i cant shop during weekdays after school. lastly, im working next weekend. oh god, where can i squeeze out time to finish all these?

pls let me have sufficient time. PLEASE!

im not a good student. im lacking in motivation. its SO TRUE!

You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it.Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

Are You a Good Student?

updates!!

2007-07-20T10:13:00.000-07:00

i just realised i haven't been blogging for 3 weeks. this time im blogging because i have the reasons to. DUH! and its super meaningful. because of the DATE. 20 07 2007.

many events happened. be it in school or work. too many things occured that i just dont feel like blogging. and also, IM LAZY! will share the pictures when im REALLY FREE. =)

alright, we went back for Broadrick's Official School Opening. 20072007. really meaningful. abt 22 babies went back. SO COOL right. haha. the concert suck, and its really meaningless. but i got to chat alot with AVERIL and YONG MENG. AVERIL was actually invited by Mr Ong to go back. and she sang 2 songs. ni guang and wo yao kuai le. actually there's a third song, wo men de ai. but i think over run. sooo.. she's really friendly and nice. and Yong Meng, he forgot me le. =( how sad. i told him i went to his first event at marina sqaure, which was super long ago. i cant remember when. and i told him i screamed like crazy! and AVERIL added that i was sad and i cried because he never hear me. and he actually believed. and he APOLOGIZED! funny eh. anyway, the sound system sucked, and her performance was ruined. DUMB SOUND SYSTEM. lousy. her rehearsal on tuesday was better!

after everything, we went parkway for dinner. we had fish and co. YUMMY! cheese-y. YAY!

thats AVERIL, ME and YONG MENG!

little mermaid and ME! pretty huh.

Mrs Chen and US! "self service mode" - ON!

upload next time. im tired! FINALLY IT'S FRIDAY!

im dumb dumb lah. my powerpoint slide writing test, i dint know there was another page at the back, and i dint do. =( 4.5 marks out of 30 gone. slap myself 300 times. T.T

distrubed

2007-07-01T03:53:00.000-07:00

im confused, vexed, angry, stress, tired, lost, sad and depressed. i think the list goes on.

firstly, im still upset over ishi's death. i want to cry out loud, but i couldnt. how sad. someone, pls say something to me, to force out the tears. ;(

about my work and studies. i just cant find the balance. everything has changed after today's outlet meeting. and it has became so ridiculous. my life is being controlled. can i escape? can i cope? i just need understanding. i need advice. i need support. pls give me some. =X

i need time to sit down and reflect. i need my own space. i need rest, both mentally and physically.

happy birthday to KAIEN! you will always be loved by me. =)
farewell to FIONA! see you in school.

i feel the drift again. =( its like not improving much. i feel like im being make use of. SAD!

the one we once loved;

i went through their performances. and there's this video asking them if they want to invade taiwan and what are their future plans. SOUL will not be SOUL without ISHI. but i still hope the JUSTIS, ANDY, AWI and ALFRED will continue to pursue their dreams on behalf of ISHI. =) miss them loads.

my love profile

2007-06-30T01:36:00.000-07:00

i'll blog after this post. =)

Pisces - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring. Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your partner has ever met. You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with.

Your negative traits:
You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood. It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should. You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest.

Your ideal partner:
Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreamsIs a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side. Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways

Your dating style:
Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners.

Your seduction style:
Fearless - you try what your partner suggests, no matter how unusual. Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary. Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head.

Tips for the future:
Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen. Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love.Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one..

Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green
Best day for a date: Friday

What's" Your Love Profile?

those in red and bold-ed is really true. REALLY TRUE.

ishi's death

2007-06-29T06:09:00.000-07:00

the one we once loved.

the unforgettable performances.
the unbeatable dance moves.
the mesmerising singing.
the smile.
the talented boy.

he's gone. gone to another world.
why did he chose to end his life this way?

is love really worth his scarification?

hope he has become a angel. peaceful always with no worries.

we'll love him always. i promise. ALWAYS.

ISHI, rest in peace.

想起你我不禁在此时想起你；于是我做了一个深呼吸
闭上眼整理那片段的回忆原来我们真的那麽相近

credits to alterego =)

why im not blogging

2007-06-21T10:30:00.000-07:00

reasons for not blogging recently. although im having my holidays. im having a very busy and tight schedule working. i slept at 4am every night. because i online and watch dramas which i've missed during work. and i wake up everyday at 10am? im super tired. today is finally my off day. and i've enjoyed it alot. =)

a lot of things happened last week. and has been finally solved this week. THANK goodness. it was all a misunderstanding. but i believe that our friendship was made stronger after we had gone through so many things together. i think i've grown a bit more mature now. =)
i wanna tell you guys that you all are always important in my heart. and that whatever happen to us, we must always stay close and be truthful. you know, these kind of things are always the hardest to say face to face. but i know you guys feel it. =)

hahas. im super emo. because i thought of what happened last time to me. true friendship will always overcome obstacles.

a friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find but lucky to have.

enough of my emo stuffs. im going offline. its 2.2oam! i need to zZzZzZ.

wedding

2007-06-21T10:02:00.000-07:00

im gonna retrive my DEAD blog now. i promised to say about my cousin's wedding. alright, i'll mention just a bit. not much details but just some pictures. im lazy to TYPE!

sister and i. took this while rushing down the stairs. hahas. BLURRED.

us waiting for the cab.

i only took picture her. because she was with me all the way. my the other sister wasnt around. =(

then there was this waitress with a bombastic hairdo. she's the captain. that's why she have the be ADnormal. LOLs

the food was good. and it was very filling. oh ya. as it was a CHINESE restaurant, when the first dish was served, they played the song 'matsuri'. hahaha. BEST LOR! reminds me of CO. the song that i always like best. =)

end of the wedding part. gonna blog about something else in the next post.

holidays

2007-06-09T12:45:00.000-07:00

TERM BREAK IS FINALLY HERE!

last few days was super STRESS. Not enough sleep. my eye bags are getting LARGER than ever~! its so scary. and talking about the term test, i think it will turned out horrible. i got study but just that those questions was so UNEXPECTED! i still not use to the style of questions. MAYBE!

020607

i went to MAYDAY's concert!!! omg. kaien got free tickets. so we went! and we sat at the VIP seats. its quite at the back. but its at the CENTRE! we got to see the whole view of the stage!!

from where we sat!

KAIEN and ME before the concert.

ME and EDDs!

the five stage lights that were shone on them. and a hundred lightsticks!

lollipops for EDDs and KAIEN! one of them is mine!

remember? my treat after term test!

my sis bought these lollipops from malaysia. so cute right? orange flavoured.

not much comments to mayday's concert. because no words can describe it.

what can you expect from mayday's concert? great songs, live band and HIGHNESS!

love them loads!

i went to my cousin's wedding today. will post up the pictures and some random one taken in school. 3.41am liao. off to dreamland!

term test week.

2007-05-30T10:03:00.000-07:00

term test will be next week. and there's 2 weeks break. HAPPY~! FINALLY.

tml's vesak day. i'm going out though. not studying yeh. i will be so dead. so so dead. havent touch on any subjects yet. and i did super badly for the quizzes. maybe, i just need to buck up and work harder than anyone else. i almost broke down during maths tutorial today. super STRESS. im sitting next to those who did SUPER well for the quiz. its like, they understand but i dont. and the tutor kept on looking a me. O.O scary! everytime maths tutorial very emotional one. hahas. because i sit by the window?? got the chance to daydream. WAHAHA! alright, im thinking too much.

i really need to pull up my socks!!

i fell in love with lollipops recently. giving out to almost everyone i met. HAHAHAs. i believe that a lolli a day, keeps you HAPPY all day. i want to bring happiness to people around me. {although im not that happy.} i hope i can.

gtg sleep. zZzZzZ.

red shirt with strawberry and cherry lollipops! RED!!! and yoshi beef bowl. HAHAs

i swear im gonna treat this to myself after term test!! i promise!

LOLLIPOP

packed schedule

2007-05-26T11:21:00.000-07:00

yes. blogging. part of my life. wasnt feeling right not blogging. because i bottle everything inside. i had a super tight schedule. imagine i kept everything inside for 2 WHOLE WEEKS?! LOLs. im gonna blog what i remember now.

i had three quizzes last week. which totally sucked. dont mention it anymore. history~ im totally fed up with someone last week. Not to mention name. just someone. i've forgotten the feeling. so i cant blog how fed up i am. i seriously cant put up with her {i gave a clue mentioning she's a girl, whatever. } attitude. trying to show off. oh ya, we went to celebrate EDLYN's birthday on sat. -120507-

my dear! wahahaa

at kbox's toilet. machiam singapore flag right?

lets talked about this week. what a wonderful week. i love this week!!!

monday; went out with sis to catch spiderman. alright, i know im slow/lag. it totally rocks! so looking forward to HARRY POTTER!!!

tuesday; met up with EDLYN, kaien, kelis and eng heng. had dinner at marina square foodcourt. and we walked around. someone was really depressed and we tried our best to cheer him up. but to no results. =( whatever it is, i'll still support him. =))

at kiddy palace i think.

went to suntec. and the fountain was spraying huge amount of water. it looks good.

wednesday; stayed at home to study for OBC quiz for the next day.

thursday; high-ness fills me again. cut hair after sch which was 9am! no more punk hairstyle which takes me years to style. im going rock! -as if. meet up valerie at parkway at 12.30pm

look at my eye bags. super huge and dark. i need to rest!

after that meet amanda, yiwen and jess! we dint take any pic. cos we were busy shopping. i finally bought my bracelet. LOLS. went to "this fashion" to try out some clothes. considering to buy them. when everyone went separate ways, me and amanda at the busstop..

on the bus, she kept laughing. cos got 2 guys opposite us who were damn shuai. and she thinks they are hairstylists. LOLs. MAD WOMEN!

friday; me amanda and yiwen met up again at bugis. for mid-night shopping. not exactly mid night. but just shopping. had sakae sushi. because i suggested it and amanda wants to see ya ya and ya ya ya. LOLS. YA! took neoprints. will post up when amanda send me. =)

saturday; worked at 5pm. and the dishwasher was cocked up. sian-ed. all the dishes left unwashed. half of the outlet was closed. lucky i nv kenna from alex. im LUCKY. runner with aaron. fun though, because NO JAM. hahas. we WASHED the dishes before going home. about 100 of them. cool huh. hahahs. its 3.15am alright. i think im going out tml. pls pls pls. i need to rest and revision! STUDY STUDY STUDY! MOTIVATION!

i definitely need to forget everything now. as in those that are bothering me. i hope i can. i hope i will. pls leave me alone like what you did last month. No communication for 3 weeks. i need that. leave me alone. THANKS!

blogging for the sake of yiwen. to keep her company in the morning. but mostly that is i want to rant out. LOLs.

heart bleeding. =(

我难过，可是说不出口

2007-05-11T07:26:00.001-07:00

im busy busy busy~! i went back to brd to collect my certificate on tuesday. and we waited for contact time to end. which was about 6.15pm. you know, jaffar. hahas. miss secondary school times. saw miss tan and miss lee. had a little chat with them. hahas. it feels great you know. i hope i can find time to go back to brd during arts fest.

im struggling with tutorials now and then. im doing A-maths and Biology(HAP). which is hell to me. having suffered so much of MATHS last year. and i know nothing on Bio. its very hard!! im trying very very hard to cope. i have to motivate myself to do revision. but i always do it half-heartedly. =x should i just stop working to have more time to study???

enough of crap.

oh ya. im abit attempted to join tpco. cos its so pathetic. hahas. and alot of ex-brdcians joined. should i or should i not?? another thing, ying2 couldnt make it for the bowling competition. she ask me take over. im moved again. cos long time never bowl and its FREE!!

im meeting edlyn and friends tml! im so happy. 1 month plus never see her. happy happy eh!

im trying to be happy. but i do feel stress.

我的天空今天有點灰我的心是個落葉的季節
我不知道如何度過今夜所有的燈早已經全都熄滅

谁说恋爱大过天？？？

update next time. =D

2007-05-06T04:40:00.000-07:00

alright, im going to start blogging after so long. had been busy with orientation and starting of school. woohooo! its going to be the 3rd week already. so fast huh. orientation was super duper fun. i swear my class rocks. and so do my orientation leaders. Shu Jun and You Mei. school is full of surprises and fun. lectures are boring. especially HAP. >.<

heres a picture of my class; A7A2 with you mei and shu jun!

ohh ya. i recently i met up with amanda, yiwen, jess and hsi hong to celebrate yiwen's birthday. hahas. we had two meet ups actually. but hsi hong dint turned up for one of them. we went to catch campus superstar event. hahas. long time never attend events liao. around one year++? hahas. it was tiring. DEAN rocks!! hahas. on another day, we went airport to eat sakae. cos amanda got voucher. but she dumb dumb nv bring. hahas. DUMB DUMB!

{ps; im lazy to rotate it. hahas.}

my fav!!

what we did in the toilet. =/

in another toilet.

nice nice huh! hahas. alright. gtg. will blog some emotional stuffs in another entry. BYEBYE!

ning is mad!

...

2007-04-14T02:23:00.000-07:00

the holes on my face are 'filling' up. oh, im so glad about it. but i think most probably will leave marks on my face. bloody hell, i never touch or scratch but the skin just fell off leaving a hole. i just hope it really fills up COMPLETELY and leaves no scars!! its so scary!

seriously speaking, i miss my working place and colleagues. i wish i could go back. but i really really dont have the time. i miss being runner!! if i have the time i sure will work. LOLs. so dont say im heartless!

went shopping yesterday. i couldnt find the things that i want to buy. i mean nice designs and something that suits me. so difficult to buy. like what my sis say, if you go on serious shopping, to find the things that you need desperately, you usually cant get it. you only can get it when you go window shopping sometimes. im digging out time to go out again. TIME and TIME again!

im so looking forward to tml. im cooking!! i havent been cooking for a long time. and im cooking tml. wahahas!! im making barbequed pork and pumpkin soup. yummy!

its late already. i think i need to sleep. my body clock is messed already. i wonder how i will survive when school starts.

good luck!

time

2007-04-08T01:19:00.000-07:00

my chicken pox are healing fast. i hope it is. i hope by this coming weekend, i will be able to go out. i just realised i really dont have much time left!! i need TIME! and i guess i wont be working until further notice. which is, i dont know when either. another thing that is bothering me is that i have nothing to do at home. and i cant eat much. as in variety. most of the items are "BANNED!" hais. cant eat this and that. so troublesome. but my mom's side is worst. she needs to plan what to cook for me. LOLs.

omg. speaking of speech day. almost everyone in 4EC turned up. im so upset!! i want to go and claim my prize.. =( and of course meet up with my 4EC babies. ohhh, i miss them sooooo much. can somebody organise a meet up?? i want to go out. i've been locked up for one week. hais. damn saddddd!!

by the way, i need to get presents for my three darlings. but i've got no idea what to buy for them. =( see see, i got so many things in hand. i still need to get stuffs for school. and i need to prepare for my orientation/ camp. oh god, pls let me recover as soon/ fast as possible. i hope is possible. =x

我放手我讓座假灑脫
誰懂我多麼不捨得
太愛了所以我沒有哭沒有說
finally i found a song which can say out what i want to say. its exactly what i wanna say.
... ... ...

we've drifted apart. =)

2007-04-03T01:04:00.000-07:00

how unlucky am i to get chicken pox at this time? i will be missing edlyn's birthday celebration. and most importantly my speech day! how sad. maybe i'm fated not to go for speech day. =) but then again, when i recover, school will be reopening. so im still LUCKY in some sense. ^.^v

im trying very hard to keep myself occupied. reading books. {im super lucky to have gone to the library. } and sms-ing. thanks to those who were shocked but told me to rest well. hahas. im fine. just that im bored. today is the first day only. i really hope to get well soon. im so not ready for sch. i haven got my sch bag etc. so many things undone. i really want to recover! may god bless me.

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im telling myself not to bother too much. its tiring. and it pains me. but i believe time will heal everything. =) im thinking so positively. =) im glad. the sky will soon clear one day.

i need to rest now. watch drama!! WAHAHAHA! i dont sound like im sick. =)

happy birthday, EDLYN!

lost

2007-03-26T01:21:00.000-07:00

im so lost and confused now.

everything is in a mess. im not ready for school, but i want school to start as soon as possible because i want to forget everything. forget everything that has happened during this period of time. its making me feel miserable. feel uneasy and awkward.

work has blinded me.

dont worry, i'll always be there for you.

我一直都在！

遙望著你背影有孤單太蒼白
我多麼想陪著你走過人山人海

當天空變灰白你的憂傷澎湃
我多麼想走進你緊鎖的心海

我一直都在你身後等待
等你有一天回過頭看我
我的笑送給你希望你快樂
你的難過都給我
關於你的一切我都好好收藏著

我一直都在你身後等待
等你有一天能感覺到我
就算我在你世界渺小像一顆塵埃
我也會給你我所有的光和熱

我鼓起勇氣吶喊你要聽得見
我不許你再孤單要你擁抱我給的溫暖

so touching right? im so 伟大 lors. 因为我要当他一辈子的好朋友。我会一直在他身后，等他在某年某月的某一天发现我的存在。

heheh. im going back on speech day to receive my award. HAHAHAs. but its so troublesome lah, the dresscode. must wear long sleeve? lame sia. so hot!~

ning has become a panda~ o.o

shit lars.

2007-03-18T10:04:00.000-07:00

everyone reading this, pls forget about the previous entry. LOL.

i was too impulsive. i reacted without consideration.

till this morning, then i realised i have mistaken my feelings. i truly regretted. but luckily, he still treat me as his FRIEND. and he understands how i feel. i feel so happy now. im gonna treat it as if nothing has happened. =) i hope i can. the moment i thought of it, i feel like laughing at myself. im a dumb dumb. what has done cant be undone. so i'll get over it soon. whahaha.

i really dont like him can. =)

我要他当我一辈子的好朋友。

thank you everyone who was there. love you guys too! k lah, im dumb!

i suddenly miss them;

my name is the most obvious!

sad

2007-03-16T13:21:00.001-07:00

i have no feelings right now.

i want to email you my long story. but i dont dare to. and i dont know how to/ what to say. so im going to say it here. as you wont/ will be able to read it?

to mmr;

我很难过。但我还是真心的祝福你们。我只能选择默默的离去。默默的在背后做你们的天使。

我忘词了！

嗯嗯搭啦我又忘了

我應該應該應該應該唱什麼我應該應該應該應該怎麼做

嗯嗯搭拉想起來了

我好像好像好像好像應該說我好想好想好想好想對你說

在你的面前我就變得很笨拙就像是一個不斷忘詞的歌手

我練習過彩排過這個時候卻又說不出口

你你的溫柔感動了我我忍耐太久內傷太重

在這一秒我一定要說就算失敗也不沉默

你你的溫柔感動了我我忍耐太久內傷太重

在豁出去的那一秒鐘卻又忘詞我噢噢噢

在这一秒我已经说了。我失败了。我选择了当你一辈子的好朋友，你觉得可能吗？

我需要时间，习惯没有你在我身边的感觉。我又要重头开始。

after reading this, pls listen to luo zhi xiang's hao peng you. its super touching/ sad.

i've still got alot to say. wait till i really figure out, then i will post it bit by bit here. i promise i will if i can. i really want to cry it out. but i dont have the "feel" and strength to do it.

1st march

2007-03-05T03:13:00.000-08:00

thank you everyone who accompanied me on my birthday! i really really love you guys. not now only but forever. and thanks those who wished me happy birthday. thank you guys. i really really love all of you. i sweared i will not forget my 17th birthday. it was the most romantic birthday ever~!!

i finally found another soul mate. someone who can help me find the reason to cry. i have been holding back my tears for a very long time, every since my birthday. and i dont know why i have the "feel" to cry, until only yesterday. i finally cried it out. but still not 痛快 enough. one day, i will cry it all out at once. the day will soon come when everything changes. when everyone leaves. when everyone goes into separate ways.

meaningful songs, with meaningful lyrcis;

罗志祥's 好朋友

像兩首節拍不同的歌
卻又同時被愛情合奏
旋律勉強著
愉快不能夠假裝快樂
你心中有寬闊的天空
但空氣好稀薄
曾經以為等待會改變什麼
你總會屬於我
但是最後時間證明了
你只喜歡我

你說我比較像你的好朋友
只是不小心擁抱著
你道歉你難過
於是我給你笑容
誰在乎我的心
還會不會寂寞

如果愛情是五線譜
我曾希望用全音符
吟唱出愛上你
那完整的幸福
他你的心沒有耳朵
即使我為你唱著歌
你也只看見我哭了

你說我比較像你的好朋友
只是不小心擁抱著
你道歉你難過
於是我給你笑容
誰在乎我的心
還會不會寂寞

曾經以為等待會改變什麼
你總會屬於我
但是最後時間證明了
你只喜歡我

你說我比較像你的好朋友
只是不小心擁抱著
你道歉你難過
於是我給你笑容
誰在乎我的心
還會不會寂寞

你說過我是你最好的朋友
卻不應該再擁抱著
你退縮你冷漠於是我放開雙手
不在乎我的心會永遠的寂寞

SHE's 不作你的朋友

慢慢失憶所有和你的事情必須忘記
愛的盆地深怕再一滴眼淚就會決堤
我也不想被你肯定在這個時候說我讓你感動過

別握住我的手說我一定會懂 作不成的愛人變成最好朋友
別牽著我的手想著別人臉孔換個方式牽手並不會更好過
可不可以不作你的朋友

慢慢心痛 沒有人發現我和從前不同
你的眼中看得見另一個人給的感動
我也不要你心疼我在這個時候對我比從前溫柔

別握住我的手說我一定會懂作不成的愛人變成最好朋友
別牽著我的手想著別人臉孔換個方式牽手並不會更好過
可不可以不作你的朋友

應該放晴的天氣還下雨別這樣下去
我難過但是說不出口

(RAP：建忠) 一直逃避我以為閉上眼睛就能忘記我的記憶開始在雨天的七月二十三慢慢經過我們一起繞過的十字街口怎麼走都走不到盡頭

別握住我的手說我一定會懂作不成的愛人變成最好朋友
別牽著我的手想著別人臉孔換個方式牽手並不會更好過
可不可以別回頭可不可以就放手可不可以不作你的朋友

你宁愿做她一辈子的好朋友…还是勇敢的做一次她的男朋友？
if i were him, i will be her friend forever. but 可不可以不作你的朋友?
what am i talking abt? i want to friends forever, because it will be forever. 但我可不可以不做你的朋友呢? hais. contradicting! think about it. =)

if you understand what i'm trying to say, then its great. but if you dont, forget it. chat with me in msn/ sms. =))

my birthday wish;

找到我的专属天使!

birthday celebration.

2007-02-28T02:36:00.000-08:00

we celebrated franky and my birthday yesterday. coincidentally, our birthday falls on the same day, 1st march! it was actually a surprise celebration for franky. then they surprised me by saying they not celebrating with me, but they did actually. erm. i almost cried. was pretty touching. we had sushi, soft drinks and FRUIT CAKE! although not my favourite. but i super duper long never eat cake le. hahahas! thank you guys for making the effort to celebrate with me. although the initial plan was to celebrated franky's only. photos will be updated when they send me.

went cycling today with edlyn, kaien, kelis and aaron. supposed to meet at 11am? but we ended up meeting at 12.30pm. i woke up at 9am lors. hahas. we met at parkway. ate lunch at Sakae while waiting for the late king. parkway parade's Sakae sucks lor. Bugis is the best liao! we waited super long for the food to be served. hahas. after that we walked to ecp. me and kaien dint wanna cycle at first. but then since they rented the bike liao. might as well cycle? i went to visit wally and evon at ecp mac. hahas. high lor. we cycled all the way to changi? we saw aeroplanes on the way. it was soooo damn "near" us. we can clearly see the plane. it was magnificent. cycled for 2 hours, returned the bike. we went mac to rest, actually want to bowl but we went arcade instead. went to the beach to 散心. picked seashells. =))) went kbox at 7pm to 10pm. as usual, we were super high! laughed crazily at kelis's singing. =p after kbox, we cant think of anywhere to go, so we went home lor. =))

enjoyed my day today! i still want to go to the beach. i love the beach so much! and today's weather was perfect. not too sunny. i wanna go beach with you guys again. =)

i have so much to say, but i cant and dont know how to say. i will try to think of a solution.

tired!

nings is in love with EVERYONE!

only lonely

2007-02-23T02:26:00.000-08:00

i am only lonely.

thanks Edlyn and Kelis for being there for me. thanks. i'm difficult to understand. i'm a weirdo. although i never say much, i know both of you guys are trying very hard to help me. if i know whats going on with me, i sure will tell you all. =) so be sure to be on the standby mode. "A friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find but lucky to have." i'm lucky to have so many four leaf clovers. =))))

during chinese new year, we made pineapple tarts. and i used the remaining dough to make this.

PIG TART! so cute right?! wahaha.

PIG TART with the original flower tart. hahas.

we'll meet on the 30th if feb. =)

awaits my lucky day!

...

2007-02-18T03:34:00.000-08:00

working on valentines' day was definitely the wrong choice made. i envy those with flowers and those who came in pairs. =( lonely valentines' day for me, again. i wonder where and when will my prince charming appear.

i'm so super duper tired now. have been working for three and a half days continuously. finally, my OFF day tml, which is chinese new year. ^_^v ang baos! time flies. its mid feburary already. which means, my birthday is coming. =) wonder who the hell will remember my birthday. but who cares, as long as i am happy. {but currently, i'm not. not at all. }

during work, i suddenly started humming/ singing SHE's 爱呢. it was one of my favourite from them.

here's the lyrics;

愛呢~嗯嗯
愛呢~喔耶~
我們的( I' ll remember )愛呢 ( My love )

你在懷裡藏什麼擠得抱不緊我
在你胸口找溫柔只找到一片沙漠
沒有弧度的笑容沒有溫度的手
慢慢傾斜的天空正迅速壓垮著我
(愛呢)你的愛呢
(你呢)我的你呢
(從前的)那些快樂變了沒了
(難道你真捨得)真捨不得
(心呢)被弄痛了
(承諾呢)被丟棄了
(我的愛呢) 你把它給誰了

你在回味什麼嘴唇沒空吻我
想再聽你說愛我只聽到一陣沉默
是不是我迷了路走進別人的夢中
原本熟悉的親密變成陌生的問候

(愛呢)你的愛呢
(你呢)我的你呢
(從前的)那些快樂變了沒了沒了
(難道你真捨得)真捨不得
(心呢)被弄痛了
(承諾呢)被丟棄了(我的愛呢)
你把它給誰了

知道世界很善變
沒想到連你也變
我好懷念你剛開始愛上我的那天~

你在懷裡藏什麼擠得抱不緊我
在你胸口找溫柔只找到一片沙漠喔喔喔
沒有弧度的笑容沒有溫度的
手慢慢傾斜的天空一片一片喔喔~
(愛呢)喔~耶~
(你呢)喔~喔
(從前的)那些快樂變了沒了沒了
(難道你真捨得)真捨不得
(心呢)被弄痛了
(承諾呢)喔~~~~
(我的愛呢)愛呢喔~喉喉
愛呢你呢從前的變了你真捨得喔~喉~
(心呢)被弄痛了
(承諾呢)被丟棄了
(我的愛呢) 你把它給誰了

there's another song which is 他還是不懂 by S.H.E too.

(韓文OS)親愛的我好想你為什麼你都不懂我的愛你的心我真的好愛你

要說什麼杯子都已經空了
閉上眼睛心裡下起大雪天寒又地凍
是不是到了愛情結帳的時候只剩下各自買單的寂寞
為什麼當我推開門他沒有來拉住我

他還不懂還是不懂離開是想要被挽留
如果開口那只是我要來的溫柔
他還不懂永遠不懂一個擁抱能代替所有愛絕對能夠動搖我

要用什麼融化這一片沉默在四週的冷空氣裡嘆息化成煙飄走
過去的種種在心裡滾成雪球怕還沒說話淚就會先流
愛不是他給得不多是不知道我要什麼
他還不懂還是不懂離開是想要被挽留如果開口那只是我要來的溫柔
他還不懂永遠不懂一個擁抱能代替所有愛絕對能夠動搖我

都是背了太多的心願流星才會跌的那麼重愛太多心也有墜毀的時候

他還不懂還是不懂離開是想要被挽留如果開口那只是我要來的溫柔
他還不懂永遠不懂一個擁抱能代替所有愛絕對能夠動搖我

在第一時間拯救我

these lyrics are very meaningful. few times feel like crying when listening to these songs. i'm still troubled. i need time to heal and recover. i need time. and someone...

O levels.

2007-02-13T00:38:00.000-08:00

有付出，就会有回报。i truly agree in this. i gave up so many things during the exam period. idol chasing and shoppings were the sacrifices which i've made. i was living in period of darkness. then there was stress and pressure in between the papers. it was terrible. greatful enough, i found friends who shared the burden with me. =))) thanks. when the results was going to be released, i was nervous like everyone. when i saw miss lee, i couldnt control, and i started tearing. it was so amazing. its like, your hard work will be finally paid off on this day. you are gonna know whether you did well. when i see my results slip, OMG! i passed all the subjects. even combine humanities. i cried so miserably until everyone thought i did badly. i am very greatful to all the teachers whom have helped me. not forgeting, MY FAMILY and FRIENDS. a millon thanks to all. you guys rock! 090207- a day to remember.

those who did badly, dont fret. opportunites are everywhere. just grab it and it will change your life.

time is precious. i haven decide on the courses which i want to go. sighs. someone pls help me! i'm really troubled.

i thought the cycling trip will brighten me up. but it was cancelled. =( i really want to go to the beach to 散心. i need someone to cheer me up. who will in the first place? i'm waiting....

maybe, my someone just wont appear.........

muhahaha!

2007-02-04T02:05:00.000-08:00

i'm going kbox with jacqueline tml. previously i went with kaien, edlyn and kelis. alright, we were mad! sing and laugh non-stop. i really mean laugh non-stop. i kept on laughing at kelis's singing, because it was damn funny! WAHAHAHAHA! {told you i'm mad. -.- } after that we went makan @ sakae sushi. and we kept on making fun of kelis and kaien. the 'KK' couple. i love going out with them lah. unfortunately, aaron couldnt join us. hais.

i'm so sick of sakae sushi now. i had teppanyaki sushi buffet. it costed us $25 per pax. was expensive, but worth it lah. it was aaron 的好介绍. i bth them liao. they are so crazy man! we laughed and laughed non-stop. we had lotsa fun. but sadly, edlyn is going to other outlet le. the times we will be spending with be lesser. I LOVE THEM so MUCH!

results will be out on 9th feb i think. i'm nervous, but what can i do? what has done has been done. i cant change anything now. leave everything to GOD. but i hope everyone will be with me on that day. =)

i'm so broke now. pay day is four days away. i haven done any shopping for CNY. sad! no time. i'm working like crazy now. hahas.

i feel so dumb when waiting for someone alone. supposed to meet kelis at 4.15 today. i was about to leave the house and he smsed me to hurry and to meet at 4.30 instead. i chionged to the bus stop. and my bus arrived coincidentally. reached there at 4.15 but kelis is still at Lasalle. wth! i walked around to pass time. i felt so dumb and told him to meet me at the outlet instead. he arrived at 4.45, no lunch/dinner for him. but he bought me apple pie and mac flurry for himself. DUMB DUMB! {i still owe him a mac flurry. }

people, dont let me wait ALONE hor.

cant wait for tml! KBOX! 我又来了!

fahrenheit

2007-01-29T02:57:00.000-08:00

yes! finally i've found my most desired blog skin. actually this skin has three versions. i will try to use the other two versions. alright, now is the FAHRENHEIT craze. dont worry people, i still support 5566 k. hahas. heard my friend say that their autograph session lasted for about 4 hours! omg. i think the number of people is around 10,ooo! i wanna go!! but nvm, let me blog about the excitement when they walked pass the shop @ Bugis.

i was standing at my station looking around. then i saw that there was a traffic jam downstairs. there were 10+ maxi cabs. i thought it was S.H.E. and this sentence went across my mind "where got so lucky they will walk pass *** leh. " after about 10 minutes, there were screams! i was damn excited lah. wanted to go outside to see. but i was afraid kenna scold. so i just stand at the entrance there. then i heard people shouting "FEI LUN HAI". HAHAS. OMG! they walked pass me leh. i was stunned. hehes. couldnt react. then all the customers got excited too. they were running out of the shop to see them. the reporters were taking photos of them, then they went to eat. i wanted to see them leh. but they left before i knocked off. ;( miss lucky Edlyn got to shake da dong's hand. {jealous!!!}

i love aaron!!! {people dont 误会 hor, not that aaron but 炎亚纶. }

2007-01-28T09:20:00.000-08:00

I’m back to blogging after 2 long weeks. i'm not tired. but i am just lazy to blog. i sure have alot to say but i just dont know how to express. My job is demanding. The managers/ supervisors are always going around scolding people for no reasons. I have just acquired a skill to listen from the right ear and letting it out from the left ear. They have driven many of my colleagues to resign. And i can see that the outlet is back to its old self again – lack of service staff. I don’t care what crisis the outlet will be facing. Its really none of my business. I just have to do what I’m supposed to do. I’m really not going to stand at the managers’ position to think at all, because it doesn’t really make any sense when they don’t even care for how I feel. How am I supposed to respect them when they don’t respect or care for their fellow staffs. For the time begin, I just have to bear with it. I enjoy working there if the managers/supervisors are not around. There are very very peaceful times when they are not around, and I totally enjoy it. I like my colleagues. The above said are my feelings towards my working place. As for the managers and supervisors… there are only one or two which I totally hate to the core.

我的付出与努力是永远不会被他们认同的。hais. my chinese have deproved. i dont know how to express it in chinese either. ............ 我无言以对。

enough of the rantings. but thats not all of what i have to say for the two weeks. gonna blog about other things in the next entry. blah!!

Nings saw fahrenheit during her work!!

new year.

2007-01-09T08:35:00.000-08:00

time flies. its the beginning of the new year, 2007. i'm so lazy to blog nowadays. unlike last last year, i blogged almost everyday. =x

new year, new resolutions. i think i've got quite a number of them.

1} pass O's and get into my desired course/poly
2} spend more time with my family
3} earn more money
4} more clothes etc.
5} get along with all friends
6} stay happy forever = be a stress-less kid
7} make more friends
8} learn more things
9} to grow up!
10} ???? anything else ????

what else to say? erm.. i've just received my pay. its so different from what i've thought it was supposed to be. nvm. its my first pay. just take whatever its there. hehe. anyway, i'm thinking of eating sakae buffet. but no one to accompany. those who want, pls tell me k. going out with sis tml to get valerie and jessica's b'day present. gonna crack my brain again. thinking of what to buy for them. sighs... looking forward to see them too. HAHAHA.

i better go look for a new blogskin now. so sian of only have feelings for you.

knn

2006-12-30T09:31:00.000-08:00

i'm really fed up now. wherever i go, whatever i do, i always kenna blamed for the things i have not done. this time is really really not my fault lor.

you were NEVER nice to me. look down on me. fuck lah! i really really hate you.

since young, alot of people say i talk alot. its just a habit. you cant change me. i wont change just because of what you have said. everyone talks what. why you dont say them? everytime pin point me. when you need help then come and talk nicely to me. fuck lor. i really really really hate you.

shit lahs. i'm suffering from depression again. {i cried on the bus just now =x}

i really HATE you. ccb!

ps/ this entry sounds abit childish. i dont know how to express my agony now.

xmas

2006-12-29T09:49:00.000-08:00

24th dec 2006;

i enjoyed my day!! it was my best christmas. i celebrated with my colleages. more than ten of us went vivo to count down lah. it was not very high. but very fun! hahas. i love them loads!

25th dec 2006;

my day off. spent my day at home. i was super tired. and public holiday sure alot of people de. i dont like crowds. so i enjoyed my off day at home.

the rest of the days have been working very hard. until today when i went for work, joey ask me to go tiong bahru outlet to help out. because there not enough people. so i went lor. i was super reluctant. cos ren sheng di bu shou. i have to say that, the outlet there sucks lah. {in my opinion.} but the staff there, not too bad lah. i love bugis outlet the best. i one day never go there only, i have started to miss bugis outlet le. hahas. lucky tml i no need to go back tiong bahru again!! LOLS.

looking forward to count down party!!

working.

2006-12-21T09:00:00.000-08:00

my dog passed away... ;(

i'm busy with my work everyday. everyday work night shift. super tired. this time got a lot of new comers. gonna include them all in my best pals list. hahas. they are;

Ying Ying, Choon Yan, "Twenty", Soon Keong {SK}, Jun Jie, Eng Heng, Yi Yong, Qi Liang aka Jetson, Hazel and Fu Xing.

the previous list i missed out Ivy, Hao Ping, Wei Qiang, Bee Lan, Chew Ling and Lynn. =x

not to forget, the promoter; Carmen! love her sia!

they are really nice nice people lor. except a few. not to be mentioned. shhhh~

i'm so gonna miss Jessica See! she's going taiwan. i wont be seeing her till the 30th. sighs. lucky meet up with her that day. also saw Stella, Si Hui and YIP TENG! omg! i miss them so much.

guess what? i'm working on sunday till 10.30pm. wth. but i can celebrate christmas with those nice nice people lah! hahas. i'm so looking forward to it!

by the way, i saw Olinda with her "girlfriend" going to House Of C*****. i also saw Campus SuperStars, Sheena and Shermaine singing christmas carols around my work place.

gtg.

2006-12-14T02:59:00.000-08:00

wooohooo! a thousand years since i have blogged. i'm so busy with my work now.
first day of work was fine lah. not so bad. finally know the hardship of earning money!! but my second day of work, i kenna bullied by ***! F*** lor. he also new comer. i respect him is because he is much much older than me lor. he has been there for one month, and yet he cant take orders properly. wth. i think now, i can do it better than him. i have been there for like one week. and i can take orders properly already. {except some which i dont know. =x } and hor, because of him, i wanted to quit. but i thought not to after asking some other ppl. they also dont like him lah. so... i just do my part can le. haha!

i've meet great great people too. tons of them to be named.
Ching, Sharon, Alex, Franky, Alvin, Joey, Jasmine, Tony, Don, Janice, Hui Si, Ah Yen, Poh Choo, Pei Wen, Su Lin, Karren, Seline, Jackson, Aaron, Jia Yi, Edlyn, Felicia, Anthony... the list goes on.

i love them so super much! HAHA!

i love tuan yuan fan!!

thanks amanda! for coming in to eat. those people who dropped by to say hi also thanks alot!!

new skin

2006-12-03T03:08:00.000-08:00

LOLs. so high now. just changed a new skin. FAHRENHEIT!! happened to be blue again! {just like chen yi's} but its blue not because of amanda lor. => it just happens to be.

i'm still jobless now. but i think sakae sushi got 80% hiring me. still waiting for all the phone calls. but none of them have called for an interview. jobs are hard to get.

class bbq on 30th Nov was alright. not really fun. but its great to meet up with friends. we ate and ate, gossip and chit chatted.

job hunting with kaien on the 1st dec was alright too. lots of disappointments. i walked until leg pain. went so many places as well. i went to marina like 3 times this week already. hais. and guess what? i saw MISAKI on the train to city. hahas. yes!! is MISAKI from LUCIFY! he's the one! he looked super lock kok lor. he looks better in make up. =x wonder how was their concert last week...

after job hunting, went bugis to meet up with Hsi Hong, Amanda and Yiwen. wooo... so long never go out with them le. went makan at sakae sushi, then me and kaien shun bian interview. we were lucky, cos the manager was there. he sounded as though he was dua pai like that. "you all are fortunate today. i dont shui shui bian bian interview people de. "
there goes the interview. went to shop around.. bought some earrings at bugis street. hehe.

PSS LIVE recording on MONDAY, 4th dec. i wish i could go. {i've got tickets for both male and female recording. =))) }

NING LOVES FEI LUN HAI but not as much as 5566

interview

2006-11-28T02:15:00.000-08:00

` alright, i'm back to blogging. as you can SEE, by now, i have changed my blog skin. this will be a temporary one. i have found one new one already, i will change it soon when i find time. i have been blogging less because i got hooked on this drama "it started with a kiss". have been watching it day and night. usually until 3am! {finally i've finished!} omg! those who havent seen me since the last paper, you will be shocked! my eye bags are darker and larger than the exam period. amazing!

the drama is super draggy and some parts boring. but it's funny and comical! sad at times. can you imagine falling and waiting for a guy for 5 years? and you dont have a clue if he likes you? hahas. go watch it if you're interested to know. both the japanese and taiwanese version are worth watching.

besides watching dramas, today i went for my first ever interview at some place. i filled up so many application forms today. hope one of them will call for a interview! getting a job is so tough!! =( hais.

its just a prank!

aww! so sweet!

photos

2006-11-18T02:37:00.000-08:00

` picture of the day.

made this using photoshop. i have forgotten who sent me the the original photo. =X

memories forever!

congrats to 仁甫!!! going to be daddy soon on the 19th Nov. so happy for him. finally, he can announce to the whole world about this relationship with 季芹! hahas. alright, i'm going to be a little thick skinned to say that i'm his daughter's god mother!!! hahas!! looking forward to see his daughter. and hope both mother and child will be safe!

changing blogskin soon.

NINGS!

exams

2006-11-18T01:46:00.000-08:00

` sorry all my blog fans for not blogging for one whole month!!! sorry for the long promised photos. i was super lazy to put it up. will try to put it up one by one after each post. LOLS. back to my rantings which i have kept within me for one month.

well, exams. last paper next week. i shall not comment on any of the papers. because i was super duper depressed/ disappointed for this exam. of course, i am prepared to retake any of the papers. some people might say the score for O levels will be much much better than prelims, which i doubt it will happen to me. this time, my O levels will do quite badly as compared to prelims. whatever it is, i have work hard. if God doesnt want me to do well, i will accept the reality and face the challenge again.

during this period of time, i have faced many obstacles. so many challanges.. i finally feel the stress that everyone is facing. i have to admit that i'm surely not prepared for that. i broke down many times. i was not able to find the direction which i was heading for. i was lost. in the middle of nowhere, in the dark. i lost confidence that i will do well. i'm not sure if i will make it this time. wasted buckets of "salt water". but however, i have a bunch of friends and my supportive family whom have encouraged me during this period of time. they have made me who i am today. { without them, i would have committed suicide.<-- no joke, i'm really serious about it.} THANK YOU!! { i sound like a SS!!}

names will not be mention for those whom i have approached. you should know who you are. thank you those who have lent me their ears when i appraoched you. THANK you. and those smses from you guys. thanks for all the advices.

谢谢大家！！

PS/ for those who turned down when i approached you, you should deserve to die. and for those who think that i'm just making a fuss and attracting attention, you should die too. lastly, those who think it was a joke. DIE!

picture of the day will be posted in the next entry!

thank you

2006-10-24T17:36:00.000-07:00

back to blogging. going to thank everyone in my class and those whom i know. of course, some teachers! its gonna be a long long long list. please look for your name. cant find then pls tell me. i'm feeling so giggy right now.

4EC peeps! {according to sitting arrangement}

alethea and aurelle; quiet and always together. thank you!! meow~

the guys {including yici, gerard, delun, hong xiang, jia jin, jasni, junhao, ri chang, muzz}; thank you for entertaining the class. without you guys, the class will be dead.

min cai, tim hong & claudia; LOLs. funny and crazy girls. thanks!!

sam and jia wen; hardworking girls. thanks for the contribution.

marjorie, nabihan, wardah & jacqueline; thanks for being there. gossip mates and recess mates!! and probably more than all that.

foong ping, siew wen and evon; thanks for everything. for teaching me maths! hahas. nice people! and of course, the gossips which fp always have. LOLs.

selina & ellialyn; my two years of table mates. thanks for being there! and selina for teaching me maths!!

beng hong and weikee; thank you hor. thanks weikee for your singing as entertainment!

wallace and raffles; potential lamers. and song composers!! thanks for your listening ears!

the malay kampong; thanks!

Teachers!!

MISS LEE; thank you for everything. all your naggings. and all your notes.

Mrs Tan; geography rocks. thanks!

Mrs Remedios; LOLS. your english lessons were boring. but your stories were cool.

Mrs Rajah; good notes. but i still failed both!! thanks anyway.

Miss Tan; physics is boring. but thanks for the SUPERBAND grand finals ticket!! SOUL rocks!

Mrs Lim; chem rocks. but my results slipped. LOLs. thanks!

Mrs Chen; four years with her. gained alot. thanks!

Mr Chong; thank you for my A1!

Friends!

co peeps {including julina. ying lin, pearlyn, hsi hong, amanda, yiwen, jiawen, jia jia, cindy, huiwen, shirley..etc}; co rocks with you all. love the times we spent together.

amanda, yiwen, pearlyn & hsi hong; once friends, forever friends.. THANKS!

1E3 and 2E3; thank you all!!!

omg! its indeed a super long entry. gtg now. posting pics next time. i'm so tired. because i'm so sick now!! headache, flu and cough!!

NINGS!

graduation day 2006

2006-10-21T02:50:00.000-07:00

201006 my graduation day. the day that i will always remember. when i received the report book and testimonial, i almost cried. but lucky didnt. after the whole ceremony ended, most of the girls cried. and of course miss lee cried too. thank you miss lee for the small little hand-made gift. and that disc which i cant open??!! and that small little note. we appreciated it alot.

after all the emotional part, we took loads of photos. i will be posting them up these few days. grab them if you want.

then we went bowling after lunch! around one year never play bowling. hahas. then went home and sleep!!!

yesterday was my O lvl science practical. both were alright. manageable. lucky physics prac has got nothing to do with current, resistant or voltage. if not i will die.

will be posting something tml. to thank everyone. hahas

Nings is tired!

PSS

2006-10-16T02:50:00.000-07:00

project superstar top 24 finalist is out. in case you all dont know, one of them is from Broadrick. {AGAIN?!!} and she's also from Haig Girls. hahas. same as me! you all may go to channel you's website to have a good look. if you all are interested to know who she is, can ask me! hahas.

long time never post pictures. will be posting it soon. maybe after graduation day! got lots to share. stay tuned.

to melody's friend; dont worry about them. if they have chosen the wrong path, just let them be. if you want them to be happy, just let them be. they will be happy as they will be. dont feel as if you have done wrong. you did something right by leaving them. taking this step needs alot of courage. choose the path like me. enjoy yourself and dont feel unhappy about it. if they dont cherish you, they are the ones at lost. i believe you can still be happy without them. forget about the unhappy times and move on.

tired. time 2.45am!

Nings is siao!

sian

2006-10-11T02:12:00.000-07:00

school was boring as usual. did the damn maths paper which was super difficult. went parkway to have lunch after school with 8 ppl but end up with only 6. went home!

time flies. in less than a month's time i will be taking my O' lvls, the super huge mega big exam which every singaporean have to go through. not sure how it will be like. have to admit that i'm still not prepare yet. i'm still scared of it. not too confident about what it will be like. but i will try to overcome the fear. if everyone can do it, why cant i!! {am doing some self- motivation}

next week's gonna be science o'lvl practical. gonna be more careful when doing physics practical. and hope the testing for gas part for chemistry is easy lah. i always nv get the correct gas. -.-

graduation day is next week too. after 4 years, i'm graduating!!! how wonderful!
unbelieveable man! hahas. i'm gonna miss all my friends and teachers and the usual hang out with friends.

WARNING; all the girls must bring extra packs of tissue. JUST IN CASE! hahas. people like me will use up 2 packs. hahas. if it comes, it comes. zhe she wo men de ji nian ri~~~!!!!!

Nings is mad!

{irregular sleeping patterns. look at the time! }

LOLS

2006-10-08T21:53:00.000-07:00

back to blogging after one week. wont be blogging so much now. cos of SRs. hahas. scared scared lah! >.<

Ning is INVISIBLE!

not much things happened. have been pon-ing school many times. going to school now is useless. i rather stay at home and sleep the whole day! {pig lah!! oink oink!}

latest craze is over FAHRENHEIT! most of my friends have started to fall for them. but not because under the influence of me. =( well, have to say that their singing is can NOT make it de lor. only got looks. hahas. good looks to me is win liao! hahaha. inferior!!!!! blah.

eh.. got nothing much to blog about liaos. if you people are free, pls go to SOUL's blog to read JUSTIS's entry. damn interesting.

BYEBYE!!

Nings!

LOLS

2006-10-01T02:33:00.000-07:00

prelims results suck to the core man! i failed two subjects. but both subjects are expected. so, am gonna work harder for it. =)

dint go to school on friday. promised/ planned to study. but i dint. no mood lah. today i also never study. DIE DIE DIE!! then i think am going out tml. maybe go see LEE HOM or go shopping. see first. if raining then i stay at home and sleep. PIG! yay.

erm. nothing much to say. monday, maybe not going to school. because its so boring!! LOLs. am so broke now, spent so much money on everyone's birthday presents. October got a lot ppl's birthday lor. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to them.

1st oct - Evon, Ying Shan
6th oct - Wen Ling
21st Oct - Christine

LOLS. i think still got quite a number of them. cant remember. hahas.

没有你在我身边，我感觉特别孤单.

我真的希望你能永远陪在我身边.

{if cant read the above. go to view> encoding> unicode}

Nings!!!!!!

boring

2006-09-26T20:21:00.000-07:00

as usual, mrs rajah was the last to give out our social studies and history paper. -.- she promised to return us on monday, but she was absented. wth. now she says she will return us tml. hope she keeps her promise.

for the first time, i failed my chemistry paper 2! oh man. sad! have to admit my chemistry deproved alot. gonna work hard on it.

sch was not fun. we slacked the whole day. am getting sick of it. hope next week arrives and i wont be going to school. yay!

yesterday went macs for lunch. it was miss lee's treat. and we have so much fun. {i guess so?} i think the total bill came up to be $150++?? have to say THANK YOU miss lee! WE LOVE YOU!

MOODSWINGS!

Nings is INVISIBLE!

LOLs

2006-09-23T00:33:00.000-07:00

woohoo!! finally! changed my blogskin. i was choosing between fahrenheit and chenyi's! in the end i chose chenyi's. LOLs. because i dont like fahrenheit's skin's color. but will ask PJ help me again! yay! also changed my tagbaord to cbox. flashbox is so laggy. pls comment. hahas

got back most of the papers. left with chemistry, social studies and history. i dont have any clue how well we did for chem. but for social studies, 4EC did better than 4EA. thats really a miracle!! Good Luck for the rest of the papers.

until now, i have failed only one subject. which is maths! great improvements in English, PHYSICS and F&N! LOLS. Geography i must say, i remained the same. never improve. its all because of that coast question!! 7/25!! pull everything down. if not i can get at least a 70.

enough of saying the disappointing results. work harder for O' level's is more important. the pass few days have been slacking alot and playing AUDITION. broke my own record of 6 PERFECTS in a row! and 36 PERFECTS in the game. LOLS. am mad! and am a fake noob. hahas. AUDITION rocks!

enough of ranting. enjoy chenyi's deng dai while reading the entries.

JIAYOU!

prelims

2006-09-19T23:43:00.000-07:00

FINALLY! PRELIMS are FINALLY over!!!

but the D-day is just tml!! when we received our results. checking scripts and so on!! hope everyone does well.

LOLS. gonna change my blogskin soon!

OMG! i LOVE reading HER blog. its damn sweet lah!!

to melody's friend; will give you HER blog link soon.. read liao dont cry!! its damn sweet! but he's a bastard. she's too good for him!!

HAHAS! enjoying the time left before D-Day!

Happy Belated Birthday, WALLACE!
Happy Birthday, MORGAN!

fakers?

2006-09-14T02:28:00.000-07:00

eh.. actually i got nothing to say. just want to blog only. am very stress these few days lah. i think most of us will feel like this. everything will come and go. so just bear with it.

just so surprisingly, sunday night, the night before History and Maths paper, i started sobbing. i was getting ready for bed le. then dont know why suddenly teared. am so stress! its the so called the first two papers for prelims/the week. not counting english, geog and chinese. dont know lah. in the end, i fell asleep. PIG!

i really want to cross this hurdle.

lastest thoughts;
the way i see how people changed. its so amazing and fast. so fast until i couldnt catch them. they just simply flew away like butterflies. LOLS. but do they realised that they have changed? i think not. they just simply dont wanna admit, dont wanna care or have not even noticed it.
why am i talking abt this topic again??! just bth some people lahs. CANT STAND IT MAN! stupid follower. you should know who you are now.. OPEN YOUR EYES LAH.

Ning is MAD!
{SUPER DANCER!}

PRELIMS!

2006-09-14T01:24:00.000-07:00

have to be thankful that there will be no paper for me tml. but good luck to those taking Literature tml. =)

3rd day of my prelims. have to say it is a disaster from the start.

English; DIFFICULT!

Geography paper 2; was tough especially the question on coast! well, have to say i dint study much. but i hope to pass it.

History; last minute studied chapter 10. i know i will not do well. i did not complete my source based question. have to say the word "DIE!"

Maths paper 1; super duper tough. blanks, blaNKS and BLANKs

Social Studies; was not too bad for the structured essay question. as usual, did not complete my source based question.

Chemistry; sucks man! flipped open the paper and the first question i dont know how to do liaos. how to pass?!!

Physics; Not too bad. but i never put too much hope. physics is still not my strongest. i studied because of SUPER DANCER lor.

Science MCQ; rubbish paper! so difficult!!! i anyhow do. pek cek lah. 20/40 i happy liaos.

upcoming papers - F&N, Geograpgy paper 1 and Maths paper 2.

i just hope to pass border line for all papers. not fail until like E8 or F9 lah. i will feel damn bad!! all the efforts put in, wasted!

GOOD LUCK to ALL!

250th

2006-09-09T15:45:00.000-07:00

woah! this will be my 250th post!! so fast man. and, this will be my last post before my prelims. maybe i will update on thursday when i dont have any papers.

was looking through friendster. saw so many ex-brdcians. omg, they have changed tremendously. cant recognise them. yup! am kpo. LOLs. and found out some shocking news. will share it with some people. =))

was surprised that JT got about 60 birthday testimonials. thats alot!! if my birthday got so many then good liaos. LOLS. DREAM on!

dint study much today. i was super LAZY! planned to go out. but last minute dint. i slept the whole afternoon. was SUPER tired. now time is 3.42am! night owl. dont know how to survive when school reopens. DIE!

planned to go airport tml. to send my auntie. see got mood anot. if i never go then must do/study maths le. LOLS.

4EC, good luck for PRELIMS!

Nings!

random post

2006-09-06T03:06:00.000-07:00

hahas. this will be a random post. just feel like blogging. LOLS. PJ finally finished making my skin. but i am lazy to change it. and am so in love with this smile pasta skin. maybe i will change skin after prelims. people look forward to the new skin k!

oh just so lucky i am. the guy whom i mentioned in the previous post came onlined. and he onlined for more than an hour. well, he actually went to Tricia's birthday party. and they had a great time at SG. am so jealous!!! i wanna go SG also. i thought Tricia bluff me. but nvm lah. still got chance. LOLS. he's as crappy as usual. kinda serious at times. LOLs. we chatted for half an hour. woah. its a miracle man!!

its just so coincidentally that gg also onlined. pissed off. the dao-ness is back. maybe he become very "hong" in hong kong now. i guess is impossible bah. LOLs. am so zek ak. chatted with him for less than five minutes. and the replies from him was only two times, which is four words altogther. "hi" and "no". how nice he can be. forget it, am used to it. maybe his really very busy.

i see the fake-ness in people. changed but do not want to accept it. maybe you wont realised you have changed. but people around you will know. if they tell you just think about it k. the past and present, i wish i can turn back time and treasure the time we had. now, everyone has changed. people you hate last time, might be your best friends now. {am not mentioning any names. if you think is you, then is you lor. i never say. } LOLs.

chatted with melody's friend through sms. well, we gossip. what else?! funny lor. HAHAS.

i LOVE triple Bs!

SUPER BIG QUESTION MARK!

2006-09-05T01:40:00.000-07:00

the SUPER BIG QUESTION MARK flashed across my mind the moment i see it. how weird people can be. how fake people can be. WEIRD! and WHY?!

wish him HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!! yay! {eh.. i dont know how old is he. LOLs} may he and her be toegther! enjoy your dinner!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to TRICIA jie! sorry, wont be able to attend your party tml. but be sure to recevie my present. MUACKS!

anyways, have been sort of "studying" for these few days. but most of the time am slacking. hehe. and, i haven been going out. i stayed at home lor. so guai! maybe i will be catching a movie soon. and also, a celebration for my sister. she got a degree. YAY! actually no big deal lah. but she has been studying for 3 years you see. and she actually works super hard. LOLs.

well, not much plan for tml. i have been doing alot of cooking. yup! COOKING! i enjoy it alot man. am a FNN student! yay! A1 for fnn! -.- am mad lah. LOLs.

looking through my folders and i found this! realised i long time nv chat with him le. LOLs.

Ben Ben de BEN!! LOLs. cute sia!

shall go photoshopping le. making something for him. LOLs.

Kbox day with hh.

2006-09-02T02:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

holiday for all teachers and students. i went Kbox with hsi hong. i was late us usual. kbox was flooded with people. most probably its a holiday and PSS II audition is coming up.

we were crazy k. sang all the duet songs. repeated Tian Tian Ye Ye around 4 times. and Shan Hu Hai for 3 times. i have to say that Kbox's food has improved but the price has also increased too.

pan fried salmon for hsi hong. i ate emperor chicken. i forget to take a picture of it. am too hungry!! looks good hor? taste is not bad lah. hahas. the salmon abit over cooked.

we sang quite a number of songs. damn high when we sang yi qi zuo ba. LOLs. we men shi zhong ji yi ban!

after kbox, we went to ecp. alright, we were damn lame lah. go there to take photos. suprisingly, we saw the co people having a picnic. didnt want to join them. cos we no longer co-ians.

there's alot of people at ecp today. both of us damn zibi lah. to take photos there. and lucky there's 3 aunties who came and took photographs too. LOLs.

at ecp, zi pai-ing. we are lame!!

the other pictures are badly taken. hahas.

i have the best taken picture of the day! its damn cool. i went crazy over it.

People! look carefully at the picture. notice it. so damn big liaos. i think most of you all are not blind.

went parkway. walk walk a while then went home.

its really a crazy day!

Teachers' Day Pictures

2006-08-31T23:44:00.000-07:00

Photos taken from Jiawen and Jacqueline. Credits to them!

flowers for miss lee!

Chocolate fudge cake for our beloved miss lee. from the 4EC babies!

yay! the orange babies with miss lee! she gave us all the best, force us to quit games and study all day!

the orange babies with mrs remedios! she always teaches us to pronouce words right!

the act cute miss tan with the orange babies. she actually very cute de. but she has to act serious to protect herself against the naughty students!

Nabihan, me, Wardah, Jacqueline and Marjorie! my favourite ORANGE!!

Finally! a very happy teachers' day to all teachers. I LOVE YOU ALL!!

Teachers' Day

2006-08-31T10:15:00.000-07:00

alright, teachers day! was raining cats and dogs when i went to the bus stop. wanted to flag for a cab. but no cab. so i waited for a bus. then i realised i nv bring umbrella. damn suay. carried such a big bag somemore. so i called wally to wait for me at the bus stop. when i reached the class, i was drenched. but not completely lah. marj, nana and jacque waiting for their tees also. LOLs. damn sorry! but lucky was not wet.

mrs remedios, miss tan and mrs rajah came into class. took pictures with them.
i want to say about miss tan's part. i think she is jealous.

me; miss tan, i will show *** our photos.

miss tan; you want to show him? why why? you all very close?

raff; THEY CHAT IN THE PHONE EVERYDAY!

miss tan; what? he chat with you? he got no time to chat with me, he chat with you!!?? AM HIS SISTER leh!!

can see that she very jealous lah.. the rest i forget about what happened liao. after that i told her *** birthday coming. then she say she dont remember such things de. LIAR man! trying to act not close. hahas.

then was recess. had the party in the canteen. omg! i love the chocolate fudge cake. damn chocolate-ty. hahas. thanks nabihan! we had the sparking juice too although muzz drank from the bottle. some of us got wet. thanks to muzz! YUMMMMM SHENGGG!!! the whole canteen looked at us. LOLs! proceed back to class to do the final rehearsal. it was perfect. but when on stage it wasnt. all of us was shy and nervous! but we did our best.
MISS LEE cried lah. make me wanna cry also. we sang the song once again at the back of the hall to miss lee and mrs tan again. then miss lee hugged us. miss lee's treat to mac was cancelled. because it was raining.

we dint wanna go home. called for a cab and went to marina. ate and shopped! went suntec and then went home. well, it was memorable! pictures posted in the next entry!!

Nings

sians

2006-08-27T02:08:00.000-07:00

lazy to blog! wanted to blog last night, but i fell asleep in front of the computer. LOLs.

wish SAM and ALE, H-A-P-P-Y-B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y!! yay! {zi high-ing}

28th August, Zax Wang Ren Fu's Birthday!!
i haven leave him a message yet. maybe very soon. maybe not. every year also leave but dont know if he got read anot.

prelims next week. but we are so busy with class tee and the performance. LOLs. the audition turned out not so good. but forget it, we have done our best. gonna improve on it.

he called me recently. because lizhen told him i busy with exams, then very stress. lizhen is damn kpo lah. tell him so many things for what.. actually am not that stress lah. but i got not enough time. LOLs. we conferenced for half an hour. just laughing at what he said. damn crappy. but i felt better le.

gonna share a something here. took this picture not so long ago.

i was 'doing' my hair when i noticed i got so MANY hair products. i think i got more, but my mom threw it away. LOLs. in the picture got 10 items, but now am only left with 9. cos i just finished item 10 recently. POWER hor?

roses, remind me of?? GUESS LEH!!
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found this Chen Yi autograph session picture. so damn long ago de. LOLs. shuai neh..
LOLs. he and his elf ears!

good luck to all for prelims!!!

dilemma

2006-08-20T02:11:00.000-07:00

people! dont bother to read this post. its just a random one. because i dont want to talk to anyone, therefore i post it here. SO SORRY. dont waste time of this entry. read the previous one. PEACE! =p

hais. i dont know if i did the right thing. although it seems so not true, i still have to accept the fact right? i DONT KNOW what to do.. HOW??! someone pls help me!!

patching up? the right thing or the wrong thing?

life hasnt changed. am still living as it was before. i never regret. because i have been ren-ing you for such a loooonnnngggg time liaos. do you know how irritating you are? you dont right? whatever! am zek ak. yes! i admit. you always dont admit you are wrong. never apologises. and expect me to do it all the while. FUCK you!

was listening to Leon's forever love. i suddenly miss PSS now. one year liaos. hahas. so fast. i miss all the songs. example, jiu shi wo, bu tong peng you, bu yao shuo bao xian, mei li de ben nu ren, yi shi de mei hao, shan hu hai, sha tan, HEN XIANG NI, qing tian, AI WO HAI SHI TA and tong hua. still got alot alot lah. cant remember now. LOLS.

because of PSS, alot of things happened. now PSS 2 coming up. i will definitely chase if there's talent. and of course, after O' lvl.

sians

2006-08-20T01:43:00.000-07:00

18 August 2006
went Burger King after school with Jacqueline, Nabihan and Ping. wanted to eat mushroom swiss. but very sian. cos i just ate it not long ago. so i ordered chicken whopper. the queue was damn long. and we waited for like 15 minutes. thats what they call "fast food". shopped around parkway parade. saw Ellen & her friends outside mini toons. and we chatted for a while. then, we went to Isetan(sp?). toys section rocks! played with the usual eeyore.. and the new tigger which spins. took the video of it. and many ppl were looking at us! so pai seh and ma loo. then went 77th street. we wanted to pierce our ears after exams. but Nana was scared. so she bought the magnetic ones. damn cool lor. i also want!! then we went home.

TODAY!
sian-ed. i stayed at home. woke up at around 12+. am a PIG lahs. i know. -.- then i ate home made prawn noodles. this is the first time i ate the three types of noodles in one bowl. got bee hoon, kuay tiao and the yellow noodle. LOLs. the soup was damn nice. mom and dad's cooking rocks! then after that, i watched tv. and fell asleep AGAIN! i was very tired lah. after one week of school work. watched tv again after i woke up. did some english homework. and here i am, blogging. think tml will be fun day at home. cos my mom will be out the whole day! yay!

Nings misses all of them!

LOLs

2006-08-16T21:15:00.000-07:00

took my oral today. i think it was pretty screwed up. dont care le. its over! LOLs. work hard for the other subjects. =)

have been busy these few days. school work, including my fnn coursework and some preparations for teacher's day. its the last teachers' day in brd. and i think everyone wants to make it the best one. hahas.

but after all, i still got some leisure time to do stuffs that i liked. {i haven been studying.}
i have completed yet, another poster. its Chen Yi's. i think next up, if i got the time, it will be SOUL's or LUCIFY's.

roses, reminds me of you! LOLS.

Nings!

emotion

2006-08-14T00:19:00.000-07:00

my depression is gone!! after so long. hahas.

dint know i got so many slient blog readers. and blog fans!! LOLs. BHB.

i feel much happy now. just patched up with some friends. now i feel regretted for not talking to them liaos. because i missed out so much fun-ness with them.

i just realised that am not good at expressing myself. and thus so many misunderstandings. of course, i tend to avoid the reality. people who know me, will always know that am always living in my own world. of course, living in my own world means all the words which i might have said might sound hurting to you, but not to me. so next time, i will try to choose the proper words before speaking up. =)

i also realised how important a friend is to me now. and am very sensitive to what they do/their reactions..etc. whatever they do or say, does have a huge impact on me. LOLs. am weird. so what it is. let bygones be bygones.

to mmp; shut the fuck up. you si bei faker. am so fake le, yet you are faker then me. LOLs. i dont turst you anymore. and wont help you any more.

Nings

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2006-08-13T03:02:00.000-07:00

will be changing a new blog skin soon. LOLs. gonna post pictures from NDP!

GREEN tickets admission. i told wan tat i entered from the red side. which i think there is no such thing.. LOLs.

the performing stage outside the stadium.

the stadium with not much people..

it slowly filled up with people wearing RED.

the stadium with more than half filled.

De yi secondary school's Military band. two words to describe. "POWER la!" LOLs

the RED LIONs. hahas. chio sia!

gonna skip the other parts of the NDP! because there are alot of photos and am lazy to post them all up.i have taken about 176 pictures. never in my life took so much. maybe during 56 autograph sessions. going straight to the most "high" part. THE FIREWORKS!!

woah!! its really nice man.

so smoky and messy.

very very nice lor. last time in stadium liaos.

red one. nice hor?!

my most jin dian picture that night. kan zhe 'ta' de "bei ying" fa dou. its nice!! colorful..

thats the end. still got more pictures. but blogger is damn slow. lazy to wait. took me 2 days to blog this out. took around 4 hours..

Nings misses PSS!

O' level results.

2006-08-11T23:35:00.000-07:00

*edited*

i realised i should not have said those things.. like ppl boycotting me. i should not have got influenced by what people say. i should be happy for what i get. and they will just shut up for some time. thats why i edited some parts.

am happy. there is still someone to share it with me.

although no matter how i react to it. people will still comment on it. then what should i do?

people will say this and that no matter what my reaction was. if i were happy and go screaming all the way, they will possibly be saying that "so what lor. so proud."

if i were unhappy people will also be saying "fake lah, she so act de.. so hao lian."

apparently, i dont feel anything but happiness. because, i got what i should get. i got rewarded for working hard. getting an A1 doesnt not makes me lose friends, but makes friendship stronger. after getting the results, i got to see the truth self of everyone. people do get jealous. and they get angry with you for some reason. those people are those who nv grow up. its not just hard work that earn you an A1. sometimes, you need luck. and also it depends on the things you have done to people before. if you are zek ak, there will be retributions. so think abt things you have done before. what comes around goes anound.

so now, after crying and crying for hours and hours... i have decided to be happy. and not get influenced by what people say. if you are an exception, people tend to look/ take your words at a different angle. which means they think you are looking down at them. or simply being boastful.

after this incident, i have learnt to be stronger. i have grown too. what doesnt kill you makes you stronger.. as what Justis said.

to mmp; mind what you said. maybe am wrong to have trusted you so much after so long. now, am pondering through the words you have said. think abt the consequences. and stop making use of me to get whatever you want. dump me aside when you dont need me. am i right? am so stupid to have be helping you for so long. PUI~!

SuperBand Gallery

2006-08-10T02:58:00.000-07:00

gonna post some superband pictures here. some are taken by me.. so are taken from mediacorp's webby. haha. PS; Long time never post photos le. hahas.

my admission ticket!! 2132!

at first dint know who izzit de. then after checking the video.. found out that is Misaki. hahas. chio right?!

the rest of the pictures taken at Expo was very blur. because i was shaking badly lah. dont know why. maybe too jing zhang le. LOLs.

the following are taken from Mediacorp's webby.

omg!! LUCIFY! they simply rock. hehes. Kuek and Misaki. not to forget Vics!!

SOUL! hehes. Andy is so cool. Alfred is 18 years old. hahas. the rest is 20++ liaos. Miss tan how old they how old lor. x) ANDY is SHUAI DAO~~

the last picture is SuperBand's Finalist. All the best to Milubing!

finally got over it le. yup. MLB is the ultimate band. but SOUL and Lucify has already won in my heart!! hahas.

was watching SOUL's last few performances. started tearing when they singing Jian Chi Dao Di. hahas. am lame lah. so emotional nowadays. just now watching NDP also. so touched by how Singapore have become..

omg! its 3am in the morning now. am still blogging. its raining heavily now!! am so cold. the whole house left me haven sleep. scary eh. now 7th month. better go now. tml will post NDP pictures!! hahas

Nings

SUPERBAND

2006-08-06T23:55:00.000-07:00

went to superband grand finals at Singapore EXPO. when i reached there. i saw a whole group of LUCY fans in black. i was like omg. woah!! so many blankies. hahas. as usual, i waited for my friends to get the tickets. actually want to take pictures with the big big boards of the 4 grps de. but alot of ppl. after the concert want to take de, but they kept it le. sad lahs.

finally, after standing under the sun for around 1 hour++, we finally proceeded into the hall. i saw SLY before entering. he was wearing LUCIFY's shirt. and also, i saw doreen. hahas. another lucy gang. i was standing at the supportors section. then SOUL's survival kit was given out. {consisted of white cap, balloon clappers and light sticks.} i was blocked by a lot of tall tall ppl. which make me can see the whole stage clearly throughout the whole concert!! but i still enjoyed it. hahas. i was standing behind renfred. then when they interviewing renfred's mom, i have to squat down to avoid the camera. then after a while i went back to LUCY's side because saw some extra [support MLB de] at SOUL's side. hahas.

after the first round's result was out, and SOUL was the first group to get in, i was damn high lah. then i was hoping for LUCIFY to get in. but sadly, LUCIFY dint get in. when MLB got in, it was expected that they will win. because they are the revived one.

well, the concert was great though. but SOUL's perfect man wasnt really up to standard becasue of ....

[extracted from awi's blog entry!]

We couldn't hear the music on stage. The stage monitors which were supposed to feed us with music and vocal tracks were dead. It failed us. And from the moment Andy hit his notes, everything felt so wrong. and as we progressed further, i felt the burning stares from the audience, appalled at how badly we did. What we heard were the delayed echoes from the audience speakers and that caused us to be off beat. It was such a big technical mistake that robbed us of a good performance.

after reading what Awi said, i cried again. like how i cried after reaching home last night. i was more sad for LUCIFY than for SOUL lah. because LUCIFY dint make it to the top 2. and Perfect Man was supposed to be the best performance/ending for them. but it end up ruining their part of the journey. sometimes, technology fails us. =(

i really got nothing to say le. SOUL and LUCIFY did their best. they will always be the SUPERBANDS in my heart. till now, i still cant accept the fact that MLB won. and have become 5566's shi di. .. maybe, it will slowly sink into my memory.

maybe because i witness the whole "LIVE" performance yesterday, i witnessed how SOUL's fans come together as one. i was part of SOUL. so thats why i just accept it. i just cant believe that MLB won. it was so weird. i suddenly hate MLB. i dont know how to explain this kind of feeling lah. its the first time i felt like this. maybe some of you know. but i know Regene and I felt the same way.

like what regene said, WE FEEL PROUD TO BE WITH ALL THE SOUL FANS, WEARING WHITE, SHOWING OUR SUPPORT FOR THEM.

SOUL COOL, SOUL HIGH, SOUL JING CAI.. SOUL, YOU ARE MY SUPERBAND!!

pardon me for such a long post. need to say out how i feel to feel better. =)

Nings hearts SOUL and LUCIFY!

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2006-08-01T07:40:00.000-07:00

am lazy to blog lah!! but i have to let out my feelings. sighs

okies. firstly, am going to SUPERBAND GRAND FINALS!! omg. all thanks to miss tan. she helped me got one tix from SOUL! hahas. but am not going alone. am not so zibi can.

recently, me, Ellialyn and Morgan very crazy about wei xiao PASTA. hahas. omg. i fell in love with Zhang Dong Liang. hahas. crazy!! ...

Happy Birthday to my MOM!!

SOUL's gathering tml. but i cant go. very late lor. thursday still got test. i will see them soon!! hope Andy wont bash me up! hahas.

nothing to say le. BYEE!!!

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2006-07-22T01:59:00.000-07:00

very piss off now. want to scold a few of the people which i cant stand.
if i sounded like am talking about you, dont get angry. because it might not be you. =) and for safety precautions. names will not be posted. but if wanna know can msn me! i have the rights to tell you anot. =) cheers.
and also. it will be full of vulgarities.

1st person;
she cant control her ultra big mouth and goes around uttering rubbish. she trys to patch things up but she twists the story. she makes herself look like a angel but she is a devil. she's so desperate that she goes around saying ppl like to spread her rumours. [i almost puke!] she says she's the best and criticises the teacher. {wth!} she loves to preach. she wants to change ppl's way of life. she's a racist. she gets jealous when someone gets near her anata. =x she loves to swear and curse even though she's a girl. {she buay paiseh one ar?!} she thinks the whole world is hers. she give ppl her xia lan face if she buay song. she wants to be love. {hehe!} she likes to meddle into things which does not concern her, in another words, EXTRA!

2nd person;
she breaks people's friendship up. she's a lamer. she loves to attract attention. she's a xia lan bitch. she's is a mask changer. one minute good, one minute bad. one side can gossip abt you. other side can smile at you and be friends. she's got alot of secrets which she only shares with her FRIENDS. actually she is always being made use of. she doesnt flirt but she does it to attract her anata's attention. =)

hahas. actually, after reading. its not that bad lah. hahas.

omg! i just read leon's blog. and i saw his gf's link. i kpo go see. omg!! they actually kiss each other. haha. am so sensitive. i know is no big deal. hahas. but she's 16 only? and leon is abit old for her. but they are still the PERFECT COUPLE!!! FIDELEON together forever!!

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2006-07-22T01:12:00.000-07:00

one week passes so fast! weekend liaos. finally can blog. =)

16 July 2006
blogged abt this day before le. but haven blog abt what happened in the night. something happened which made me went crazy/gaga for around 2 days!!! LOLs. i was pretty upset abt what happened the previous day lah. thats why i dint go. i abit regretted lah. but dont care le. at least he made up for it. =))) after all, i have been misunderstanding him. yuan lai its not his fault de. is *'s fault. he came online. then i talked to him. wish him happy birthday. and ask him if he enjoyed his party anot. i thought he will angry will me. but nv. hahas. he damn sweet lah. he asked me why i nv go. then chat less then 5 mins he left le. he said something which was damn sweet lah!!! Thanks {due to some reasons. i cant say it. haha.}

well, happy belated birthday to him! =)

monday to thursday
nothing much happened actually. maybe i forget le. hahas. stayed back everyday for STARS! abit sian lah.

today!
went makan with the same ppl. then jiawen and sam joined us. but we going to leave le. haha. then at the bus stop, saw jia jia and cindy. then we talked abt co. hahas. finally knew whos the chairman le. i got a shock! haha. dint expect her to be. but better than other ppl can le. {not referring to Julina. }

nings

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2006-07-16T00:19:00.000-07:00

14 July 2006

spoke to mrs chen regarding my coursework part B. waited for like 2 hrs. she only talked to me for 5 minutes. wth! waste my time. went kfc with evon, rafi and wally. i dont feel like going de. coz go with them like so extra. they always talk abt maple. and go with them like being a dian deng pao. =x but am hungry lah. cant start it. so i went lor. throughout the whole lunch, i nv really talk lah. coz pink told me dont go interrupt. something bad will happened. rafi talk is alright lah.. cos he boy mah. ppl wont MISUNDERSTOOD. am a girl leh. later evon jealous, i will die can! =X after that, i asked wally accompany me go pop or ya you know ya. in the end nv go. but he promised to go with me if i can find the book. haha. =) cheers!

15 July 2006

stayed at home. very very sian. sleep the whole day. slacked. just now did some maths questions. enlargement. quite easy. =) ate pizza today! shiok ar! now talking to joey, lizhen, wally and pink. am blogging! haha. shall blog some pictures in the next entry!

very moodless lah. waited for so long. then....................................... pls come online!!!
and he's so angry with me now. after my previous entry!! sorry lah. will compensate you! see ya soon!

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2006-07-13T23:38:00.000-07:00

today i took my F&N coursework part B O' lvl exam. i almost cannot finish. lucky we got a super BIG BOMB man. if not everyone is gonna fail... F&N students of 4ec has got very very good acting skills. =) act blur-ing! ??? {huh? what happened??! }

after that, when we were at the bus stop, we heard a very loud boom! scary sia. thought something exploded. but then realised it was a smashed bottle.

then at night, i saw something damn disgusting, zek ak, and sad. i saw a DEAD SMASHED CAT at the carpark. is very disgusting lah. i think was a hit and run accident. =) later, i saw one cat sitting beside the carcass. it licked the dead body lah. so touching and sad leh! got 2 good souls used the dustpan to scoop the corpse. but it failed. coz it was stuck to the ground. lucky got one malay girl use newspaper to cover the cat and use her HANDS to carry it. very er xin lah. dont know who's the zek ak de who ran over the cat!!!

god damn! was sleeping when wally called my home. mom told him i slping. i woke up immediately. coz i thought is mrs chen. checked my hp. he missed called me 4 times. called him back. told me sth. then i online immediately. but people go le lor. wth! miss her lah!! really no yuan fen!!!!! sooooo sad!

nings!

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2006-07-11T19:06:00.000-07:00

hahas. yesterday's SB results show was damn xia ren lor. almost heart attack! last three was man tou, LUCIFY and SOUL! i was like omg! if suay suay is SOUL then oh so sad lah! but in the end was man tou. cheers! no offence.

SOUL definitely improved alot. and Andy! omg omg omg! he's so shuai yesterday! he doesnt sound like Ah-Di anymore. he sounded like Ah-Do. all the As toegther. Ah-Di + Ah-Do = ANDY![ he's going to kill me!!!] haha. but he's still as shuai. haha. three cheers for ANDY!!

as for LUCIFY! their di yi tian not as high de. really lah. but no offence. i still love them. kuek is still as cute!!! i just realised that vics also not bad leh. haha. but LUCIFY rocks more!!! hahas. finals coming. but dont think i can go watch lor. =( its ok. pass through this exam and am FREE!!! can chase until i die!

i cant mention the person's name lah. i will kenna...... BOMBARD! names will be stated as it.
there's this bloody liar who doesnt learn its lesson. bluff people so many times le. still never change. wth. do you know you have hurt ppl's feelings? you lie nvm leh. lie to your best friends. so zek ak! wah lau. you will suffer man!! curse you everyday!! zek ak ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

nings!

blogging time

2006-07-11T06:34:00.000-07:00

am finally back in my world of blogging. have been super tired and lazy these few days.. haha. shall shorten the intro and get started!

7th July 2006, Friday
Ellialyn's Birthday! happy belated! planned to eat at SG. in the end kenna pang seh. but nvm lor. very du lan lah! but got apologise.. so forget it man. am not so petty like mmr.[ names not mentioned because later kenna bombarded. =) ] went out with my other friends. then wanted to go chase CHEN YI de. but am quite lazy lah. so i went home after that.

8th July 2006, Saturday
xia's birthday! happy belated! hahas.. early in the morning kaien called and she say she not feeling well, dont want to go le. feel like slapping her lah. very angry! but in the end she felt better and we went. met at 3pm at pp. take 197 to funan. when we stepped into the mall, i heard a familiar voice.

me; eh? izzit xu zheng rong's voice?? (desmond koh)

kaien; hao xiang shi leh..

then there was a pause.. we heard a female voice..

kaien; i think is quan yi feng leh.

me; really leh!! omg. got what event??!!

we walked to the centre area and saw that is "Lets shoot" recording. still got cui fang, wei xiong, zheng tao and yun yin.. haha. kaien ji siao me ask me purposely walk infront of the camera! thats lame. i faster walked past lor. later kenna pei dao again! si bei xia suay de. =X
exchanged the dvd and we went to a book store. looked through some fiction books. and we went to the magazine section. see the horoscope de sections. haha. then we left.

took bus to bugis. omg! it was damn crowded. coz got the soccer festival. every stall is selling food de. went to the centre stage but is hosting our events.. then we go walk walk lor. by 5.30.. i very kan jiong liaos. no mood to walk walk liaos. so we went down to see. GOT ALOT OF PEOPLE LE LOR! then kaien still want to go buy food. when we went back we were at the very back liaos. sian-ed. but still can see lah.

6pm sharp. CHEN YI arrived. i went crazy lah. but kaien very calm. hahas. i forget what song he sang first le. but got 3 songs. zi lian kuang, an lian wo and deng dai!!! haha. he very hyper leh. kept on jumping around. and he went down the stage. the ppl in front so lucky lor. can "touch" him. =) we waited until he finished signing, going back le then we went off. haha. saw alot of very amazing de ren. amused by their actions. hahas. so different from 56 de. haha.

got kaien to pei me go pp popular buy textbooks. but on the way she not feeling well again. so i went alone. =( then i walk si bei fast. coz very late le. haha. enjoyed the day. shall elaborate more of the event when yun xu send me the pictures!.

you bloody liar.

nings

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2006-07-02T02:56:00.000-07:00

early in the morning went moral home for CIP. mrs rajah damn jian. she nv turn up. wth. somemore purposely arranged us on a saturday. f lah. but it was really a fruitful day. was better than last year's. we helped with alot of things lah. helped them to clean the windows, play games, serve lunch, clear table, push them around.. haha. chit chat. i also watched superband repeat! haha. ZHONG JI YI BAN!!!!!!!! in the end we waited downstairs for the lift to open. we were damn funny lah. haha!! and the lift is damn scary. haha.

however, i also very bad mood lah. shan't mention. coz i sure will kenna from him/her. but what the hell lah. sian! all i can say is FUCK!

chen yi is coming.. omg omg omg!! crazy le. making boards with yunxu. fun! haha. wednesday leh. 3 more days?! haha.

i feel like scolding mmp. wtf. he/she's such a bloody fucker. xia lan! he/she's such a bloody faker. yup! fake. cant stand him/her liaos. if you dont like me, just say into my face. no need to hide or whatever lah. just say! i dont bloody care lah. i appreciate your kindness last time. but i find it sort of weird. your behaviour changed. but whatever it is. i wont be seeing you so often. hate me for all you want!

hais. saw him leh!! omg. i was damn shocked and paiseh can. yea! i mean shocked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was at coffee bean waiting for my sis. i was alone, dazing. just staring blindly. then suddenly, somebody tap me on the shoulder. i thought is my sis lah. i turned around and say "wah lau! make me wait so long! alone here very zibi leh!" was stunned. is him leh! omg. so maloo. i actually sort of shouted at him. thought he will angry but he just smiled and ji siao me lah. everytime suan me de. ask him why he there, he say shopping. thats so lame. he shops alone. i nv shop alone. =) then he say in a rush and go le. wah lau. so dui lian! then i call zhen immediately. she damn gek lah. she was working there also. sad. no fate!

nvm zhen, if he free, we'll go out k!

happy birthday to kaien!

she's sad and moody!

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2006-06-29T21:47:00.000-07:00

am tired. today's swimming carnival sucked! it was so boring. we sat there and talk only. it was bloody warm. really sucked lah.

problems? how to solve? my mind is stucked. i really need to find a solution now. hope it wasnt too late. never too late! hais. someone pls advice me.

he called again today. shocked! dint expected it. i told him everything lah. he listened. but also no idea what i should do. chat for around 2 hours. very tired lor. then went to slp. am so troubled. pls help me. i tried to talk to regene. but halfway she need to go le. sian. sylvia leh. she not free. tricia.. hais. she's so busy with ben's party. got ask other ppl lah. but really ar, cant make it. but i feel better telling them. =)

some pictures to share!

LUCIFY! kuek is soooo cute can. misaki is NIANG! haha. {taken from rock with lucify @ yg}

MISAKI and KUEK! haha. broke back mountain. {picture taken from rock with lucify @ yg}

SOUL with Brods. Andy is soooooo cute! {taken from capture your soul @ yg}

kan zhe ta de shen ti fa dou pic of ANDY. its taken at sentosa event. poor regene kenna pushed and become like this. but still as shuai!!! {credits to regene! }

tired and sad!

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2006-06-28T12:26:00.000-07:00

sch started. it was boring. stress! starting to feel the stress.
and old problems haven settle, now got new ones.
history repeated itself on another person. [how sad!]
i think everyone will face the same problem. after you apologise, you will still feel the gap between/among him/her/them. its awkward lah. this is what am experiencing. everyone will feel shy to talk even after you have apologised {and of course, the other party must accept} because everything seems so far away after the quarrel.

i admit that i dont know how to handle problems. and doesnt know how to confide. i feel rather weird. but i also cant keep everything in my heart right. i believe everyone have their weaknesses.
and for me, i cant handle friendship problems {i dont know why. am a weirdo} end of this topic. =)

suddenly, i feel so lonely. so empty. got no mood. hais. dont know whats happening to me. maybe i shall find someone to talk to.

hais. am so worried for her. she kenna it again. send to police. you take care lah! dont always pon sch. haha.

he called me that day to apologised for not turning up. i was pretty shocked. dint know he will call.. me and him talked for almost an hour. i was outside then. he called lizhen and we conferenced. he also apologised to lizhen lor. he was sincere. not fake anymore. he told us many things lah. then we just listened. i almost cried. then he say he need to go do work le. then we hang up. he sounded so troubled. maybe tired too. hais. take care!

~all you have said were a pack of lies.

nings is sad!

2006-06-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

long waited class bbq! enjoyed tonight. almost the whole class turned up.

meet up with yici and delun first to get the money.. then i went to city satay with my sis. went parkway ntuc to meet siew wen, foong ping, ellialyn, selina, min cai, tim hong and claudia. went ntuc to buy all the edible stuffs. spent around $35 dollars. then we decided that a few ppl should take cab to bring all the stuffs to the pit first. but after that, all paiseh.. so we walked there instead. its was damn far away can. reached the pit and saw evon and wally already reached le. while yici and delun was setting up the fire. it was only 5 plus and we already started bbq-ing. it was damn early lah. by 7pm we were already full le. miss lee arrived.. then me, wally and ping went to the bench near the beach to chat. sat under the coconut tree. LOLS

continued eating. then gossiped. celebrated miss lee's belated birthday. ate the cake. nice nice. then we continued to chat. new sch term got new teachers and trainee teachers. haha. someone quitted too. oh.. how sad!! dont have to see her face liaos. haha.
soon. most ppl leave. left me, rafi, wally, sam, jiawen, ellialyn, selina, yici and miss lee. miss lee went home and the rest of us walked to macdonalds. got alot of ppl watching soccer. we cheered when Italy got red card. lame! saw rafi's sis who is damn chio!!! haha. so ang moh. haha. then my sis come fetch me. save my bus fare! haha. tired!

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2006-06-18T01:53:00.000-07:00

went marina and bugis today. was supposed to meet at 1pm de. i THOUGHT i was late. chiong-ed out of the house. thinking i will be the last. reached bugis mrt station. called kaien. she said she still at home. feel like throwing my phone on the floor. reached city hall. called amanda. fuck her. nv pick up. missed call her many times. i bo bian walked to raffles city. shopped around. there, not my type. too expensive liaos. amanda smsed me. say she also just leave the house. wtf. think very funny huh. she changed the meeting time and she still late. told her to meet me at funan instead. i walked half way through city link. then i turned back and walked to funan. everyone looked at me like siao like that. walked half way to funan. kaien smsed me say she nv bring the coupon to redeem the drink. f! i very pek cek le. damn ap. decided to walk to marina instead. called both of them but none pick up. fine lor! wth. bring hp dont want to pick up. went marina to shop. and waste time. walked like so many times. kaien called and say they all at city link. asked them walk over. i waited for like one hour twenty minutes. wasted my time.

when they reached le, we dint even shop then jiu go food court and makan. i eat ban mian AGAIN! is pork very cheap now? the you mian i ordered consisted of large chunks of meat! i feel like vomitting. finished eating and we decided to go bugis. took mrt and went bugis. went to take neoprints. then saw adeline, rowena, amanda liu and martha. HAIG GIRLS REUNION sia. amanda liu suggested to go for reunion dinner. but we ate le. we chatted a while then we parted to take neoprints. spent around 2 hours there. then rushed to bugis street. amanda need to buy earrings. i wanted to look for my stuffs. but none was suitable. after that jiu went home.

nings is sad. abit pek cek!

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2006-06-18T01:18:00.000-07:00

sighs. more than one week never blog liaos. reason being; am lazy and got no time. gonna summarise what i did these few days.

11 june- saturday
meet li zhen at 12.30pm at bugis. both of us was punctual. went to develop photos. shopped around. we meet him at 1pm. went to mos burger to wait for him. we bian chi bian deng. after we finished our food is around 2pm le. he always late de. so we nv call him to hurry him. until 2.30pm, he sms-ed me say he need to report. wth. me and zhen damn angry lah. he promised to meet us de. in the end he need to go back. i nv reply him. went collected our photos and went bugis street. i was looking for the "crown" designed necklace while li zhen was looking for hello kitty stuffs. we walked around most of the shops to check the price, design and quality. we were indecisive because they were so many designs. finally we decided to buy at the one shop. haha. it was still early and we went to funan mall. we bought aqmfs merchandise. then we went marina square. walked a while then went home le. was damn angry with him. broke the promise again and again.

14 june- wednesday
finally my sis finished her exams. went to watch "cars" at bishan. very nice movie. walked around. looking for shoes and wallet. probably a shirt. coz my mom spoilt my shirt. she accidentally dyed it. hais. nothing much at bishan. then we went home after eating. =)

15 june- thursday
went to this wuloo place with mom and sis. it was so wuloo that we took the wrong bus back home. so we alighted at peninsular plaza. saw this very nice converse shoe. but out of stock le. sad. sad. sad.

Nings is deng dai-ing..

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2006-06-09T16:25:00.000-07:00

hais. today and yesterday i did nothing. was stoning at home. this morning 10.30am woke up. found out that my hp off liaos. coz low batt. 11 plus then on. feel like slapping myself coz kaien sms-ed me at 10.15am ask me go kbox. sian. 11 plus le go le only sing for 2 hours. waste money only. so replied her and rejected her. only if i on it earlier. i can go out one leh. =(

intended to bake cookies today. but nobody wanna help me. sis is studying for exams {waiting for her to finish exams so i can go shopping with her.!!} then my mom dont care me one. i lazy to wash up also. in the end i nv bake. =X

my aunties came. the kids gave me headaches lah. nv entertain them. i read my book. =) i very guai one! after that ate lunch which is fried kuay tiao. tevin played the comp and told me his dad maple level 114 liaos. i was like wth. pro sia. my cousin so pro at computer games. no wonder his kids also so crazy over online games. at 2 plus they went home liaos. now chatting with friends. diao. boring.

thanks goodness! finally!!!!!! tml i can go out le. but going bugis again lah! i bet will have alot of people de. but better than staying at home. facing four walls. =)) meeting li zhen jie tml. developing photos and shopping. window shopping bah. because i only spend money on clothes etc. when i go out with my mom. =) because she will pay for me. cant wait for tml to come!!!!!!!!

yesterday just found out that mmp online. i think is wednesday night bah. when i playing gb. coz i saw that his nick changed. wth. miss the chance of talking to him again. long time nv chat liaos. need to ask him alots of questions. hope to see him soon.

nings loves lucify and soul..